You ebb and you flow.
You wake up feeling effing amazing one day and then as if some sort of curse that you have no control of,
Something takes over.
And you are lost within your own crazy chaotic brilliant disaster of a mind that is scared out of its comfort zone that it will loose itself.
That you will plummet into the rocks.
It’s like the scene from Princess Bride where Fezzik and Inigo Montoya are just setting off in the boat and enjoying a bit of rhyme,
“Are there rocks ahead?”
“If there are we’ll all be dead.”
Yes this is the tale of the story of worry and fear that plays in your head love.
I know how scary it can be.
I know how sh*tty it makes you feel.
The tension in your muscles.
The agonizing heaviness in your gut.
The NOT KNOWING.
And you hold your breath.
But all you truly want to do is run and hide.
To hide and cry.
You can feel that you are holding yourself back.
You are conscious of the thoughts and feelings that are swimming through you.
Its a mad house,
or maybe a war zone.
You want to try and control them.
You can sense the damage that they are causing.
You know the power of thoughts let loose.
What are you to do?
How do gain control again?
How can you go from this ill state,
and YES it is an ill state of being.
You are feeling ill are you not?
Your tummy is tight,
your breath is held.
Your palms are reacting,
you can not relax,
and that sadness that dances between depression and anger,
anger and fear,
fear and bitterness.
How do you escape this space that you have manifested?
How do you move back into that beautiful turned on space where life was in flow?
Where you were turned on.
Full of creativity.
you could see all your dreams manifesting.
You want to analyze how you arrived here.
You want to dissect it.
And try and fix it.
But you know that the more focus you apply to this dreary state of being the longer you will reside here.
The best you can do is LET GO.
The best you can do is LEARN.
But DO NOT ATTACH.
Your attachment to this fear is what will hold you in this space for all if eternity of you allow it to persist.
SO STEP THE F-CK AWAY FROM IT NOW BEAUTIFUL.
Let go of this attachment.
Just lift up your hands,
do the scary,
seemingly impossible thing that you know you must do,
Surrender it all over to God.
Let is all go.
THIS IS THE MOMENT…
You must show your CERTAINTY.
You must show your FAITH.
You must LET GO.
You may not think that you are attached to the fear.
Attached to the these bad ideas, fears and thoughts.
I know it sounds crazy to be attached to such things,
I assure you,
that you are beautiful.
It is so obvious.
You are attached because it is what you are holding on too.
It is what you are carrying in your arms,
you hold it out like a trophy,
Yet it fills you.
It makes you feel alive.
What would you do if you did not have to FIGHT for your breath?
What would you do if you did not have to scrap after everything,
and it did not take until the very last possible second for you to be saved?
And I am getting crazy now….
I get it I am.
You did not ever need to be saved?
Then what would your life be like beautiful?
Would you seize to feel alive anymore?
Would you be bored?
I am pretty sure that you could find something else to entertain yourself with if you were not running around putting out fires all the time.
I am damn sure that you could feel just as a live THRIVING as you do SUFFERING.
But at the end of the day,
its all up to you beautiful.
It is a CHOICE.
How badly do you want to be HAPPY?
How badly do you want to live in ease and flow verse what ya’ got going on?
Sure there might be rocks ahead.
But you are steering your boat babe.
You can avoid those rocks with one simple maneuver.
Know you are beautiful.
Know you are brilliant in all you do.
Know you don’t need to become worthy,
you were born that way.
And Claim Your Life Today.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
Want to learn how to capture these stinking thinking ways of being and living and change them once and for all so you can not just claim your life but live that F-ck YES! Life Now.
Don’t you think it is time you make yourself your #1 priority and do the success mindset work that is required to get your sh*t together and stop accepting so little for your brilliant self?