What Being On A Wild Goose Chase Is Really About.

 

Running around like a chicken with its head cut off?

Feeling like you are always on a wild goose chase?
Always looking.
Always searching.
Never finding.

So very lost in this new life you are trying to carve out for yourself.
Uncertain exactly where your path is or if you are on the right one.

So much is changing and yet nothing that you want is manifesting.

Doubt.
Fear.
Anxiety.

You have been working so hard to keep your head down and get the shiz done that you know needs done. You have been pushing through those limiting beliefs and surpressing boundaries,
And what do you have to show for it?

Just whole lot of effed up emotions.
A big mess of newness that you haven’t the foggiest where to start the clean up with.
A feeling of will this ever get easier?
Will I ever feel happy or healed?
Will I ever have the life I want?

Is any of this struggle getting me any where?
Or am I just on a wild goose chase?

Cuz it sure as “F” is not showing up!
And I am exhausted.

Yeah baby,
I get ya.

I understand and have been here so many times on this journey.

But what I know today that I did not know before is worth it all.

What I know now is that I am the damn goose.

Go ahead scratch your head in bewilderment of WTF is that chick talking about?

Shes the goose.

If she’s the goose then she is claiming I am the goose in my own wild goose chase.

And that just can’t be.
How can I be the goose?

I am the hunter.
I am the one searching.
Craving.
I am hungry for the life that I want.

Its sure AF not chasing me.
I am chasing it.

I am chasing my dreams.
Just like all the great goal setters have said to do.
I set forth my dream boat,
And now I am in pursuit of my dreams.

I am just getting tired.
Thats all.
I will catch my hundredth wind.
I will.
I always do.
And when I do,
I will continue to pursue.

I sit every day and think about how great it will be when I have my dreams.

When I have my dream relationship.
My dream income.
My dream home.
My dream body.

Yes WHEN….
I can’t wait.

Its going to effing awesome.

I just gotta do the work.
I gotta have the patience.
I gotta just wait.
My dreams are coming.
I have most certainly paid the price for them.

So you see,
I am not the goose.

Oh but you are!

I use to think and feel just like you.
I was waiting for my dreams.
I was building my story
I was willing to wait.
Willing to pursue.
I was searching.

And then one day it was like the heavens opened and God spoke…

“You are the goose you are chasing.”

And I suddenly got it.
I was the goose.
Because I was chasing the void of my dreams not being here.
I was 1000% certain that I had to wait.
That I had to pay some price.
That I was not happy.

I was certain that I had to chase my dreams.
And so….
The universe gave me just that.

I manifested EXACTLY what I was certain about.
Day in and day out.
Where I consistently put my focus,
Is what I consistently recieved.

And I wondered why?
Why was I always on this wild goose chase?

Yet I was just chasing the goose that I had created.
So on this blessed day that God spoke to me about my goose I decided that I would do one simple thing….

STOP CHASING.

And so I did.
And now my dreams are not dreams I am chasing,
But instead realities I am living.

What are you chasing love?

As Always Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers “

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