Too busy livin’ to give a shiz!
And that’s the way it is supposed to be.
When the rest of this world is caught up in competing with the Jones.
When everyone around is pointing fingers in judgement and lookin’ with a critical eye.
You will find me laughing.
Doing what feels best to my soul.
Connecting with the wild ones like myself.
When you look at me and compare your life,
Compare your relationship and your sex,
When you wonder how I live out loud and keep smiling.
When you convince yourself that I must have chosen the rougher path
Or that I am crazy.
Or somehow not happy.
That I am faking it.
You will find me making love on the golf course under the stars.
Drinking fine wine in a meadow watching fireflies light up the woods.
You will see me speaking my mind with out care,
Writing my life story,
The way that I want it.
Not the way that you or anyone else believes it should be.
No my sweet critic,
I once was you and I know the sadness that this need to judge, to compare, to try and control another or worse to try and control my own soul brought me.
I feel you.
I get you.
This virgo knows how empty you most likely feel,
And how the critical ideas of knowing more or a better makes you feel fulfilled.
Feel like a person who cares.
Who wants a better world.
I also know the expanding darkness of not seeing your own light by hiding from your truth that this way of existing brings.
You are hiding luv.
You are avoiding your truth
Full of worry, wounds, and frustration.
This is the life you are choosing.
And all because you fear living.
You fear BEING YOU.
So you turn to me and you point your fingers in disgust.
You want to tell me how I should live.
Oh but honey,
I am too busy livin’ to give a shiz!
Too busy livin’,
Creating my moments,
Dancing into the masterpiece of my life and rolling in the wet paint to care what you think.
I may be messy.
I may have chaos.
I may show my feelings,
My highs and lows without remorse.
I may not be your version of perfect.
But there is something I have that you want.
I have my connection to SOUL.
I am livin’ my life.
In full expression.
And my advice to you baby,
Is to put down your judgements,
Your bitterness and your criticism.
Stop competing and comparing.
It only shows your seperation from self.
Step into love.
Step into compassion.
And give yourself permission to be YOU.
And as always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers ”
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There you are and here I am,
locked and anchored,
caught as one.
I see you wanting me.
I see you wanting all that you claim that you desire.
I see you craving, fighting for it and putting in the time.
But I don’t want you babe.
I don’t want your desperation,
I don’t want your fear and lack of worth.
It reeks, it is tainted and dark.
All I can see is your lack,
its like a smock that covers,
and you just choose to ignore.
So not true to your CORE.
You sit there and claim that you are tapped in,
you claim that you are ignited and turned on,
full of passion, play and courage.
You spout out statements like you know,
but it is clear my love,
you have no clue.
You are lost within yourself,
and until you wake the eff up and get real with WHO YOU ARE,
truly at your CORE,
you will continue to be lost.
You will not gain the riches, the wealth and abundance.
STOP CHASING ME!
Those chameleon ways I see right through.
Your DNA does not lie.
No matter how much you change your words,
I still see who your are.
And in order for me to come to you,
YOU MUST FIRST KNOW YOUR CORE.
But you hide.
You hide under all of this falseness,
you create your smoke and mirrors,
not having a personality of your own,
not walking in your own shoes but of all those that you believe you can be,
but are not.
Such silly little games you play with your life.
Its clear my dear,
that you are not yet ready to receive.
And argue you may very well do.
Argue all you wish.
The truth is still the same.
When you are ready,
you will surrender,
not to me,
not to anyone,
but only to YOURSELF.
As long as you continue to search,
as long as you wake each morning in pursuit,
you will keep yourself away from me.
You seek more for where I am not,
then for where you can surrender to your truth.
And what you crave and look for will only come to be,
when you align to your CORE my love.
So when will you be ready?
When will you allow yourself to have the life that you desire and were born to live?
Because here I am….
Waiting for you beautiful.
To be ready.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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You say you are not afraid.
You say that you can feel the call,
that the desire is alive in you and that you truly WANT for something more in your life.
You say that you are not afraid, that you know that you must make these things happen.
You say that you are COMMITTED,
that you are READY.
You say that you WILL FIND a way, no matter what.
You say that you know,
you know how critical this is to your life.
You say a lot for someone who is doing NOTHING!
Just sitting there on the fence line of life,
waiting for something to change.
Waiting for life to improve enough for you to get committed and do the things,
the things that your SOUL is calling you to do.
And yet there you are beautiful,
proclaiming all of that.
Wanting all of that.
And still doing NOTHING.
The thing is baby,
what you are not fully grasping is that YOU are scared as F-ck about actually just leaning into your SOUL guidance and LETTING GO!
You are scared as F-ck to finally CLAIM YOUR LIFE!
Making it happen by having FAITH.
Yes! You claim a lot for someone who is scared of SOUL.
Who wants for so much,
but won’t actually STEP the F-ck into what YOU want.
You try and get the world to believe that you don’t know what you need to do,
or that you are already doing it all.
But at your very core,
you know the THING,
the thing that you must do.
That thing to step the F-ck all the way in on your life.
there you sit.
Saying that you need to do this or that,
saying that you feel the call.
The call of your SOUL.
And knowing that you are but one small yet HUMONGOUS step away from having all your dreams and desire manifest like magic.
But there on the fence,
Scared of saying YES!
Scared of Stepping the F-ck in.
Scared of your SOUL.
Sacred of your DREAMS.
If only you fully understood the power of LETTING GO.
If only you fully believed in your POWER.
In your WORTH.
In Just Stepping the F-ck IN.
But there is hesitation is there not?
You may claim that there is not.
And so if that is what you say,
what you truly think.
Then ask yourself,
“What then is holding me back from living the life that I feel called to live?”
that it is not money.
That it is not time.
That it is not luck.
That it has nothing to do with your education.
Or your work, relationship or even the amount of sex that you are having or not.
it is not body image.
It is not your religious beliefs.
It has nothing to do with your childhood wounding,
or who your parents are,
or how they treated you.
None of this is the REASON.
Some of it is the RESULT,
the result of what is actually holding you the f-ck back.
And you do know the THING,
the THING that is holding you back.
It is the same thing,
the only thing,
that ever holds you back.
it cannot be.
it is just so.
You must SURRENDER yourself,
once and for all to your SOUL.
Stop fearing it.
Stop hiding from it.
Just STOP and LISTEN.
Listen and Act.
Act only from here beautiful.
It is the space of all knowing.
It holds all your answers,
all your power.
Yes here beautiful is what you MUST do.
Once and for all.
Stop FEARING YOUR SOUL.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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but a fence of saying no to self,
saying no to your dreams and desires and living the way God intended on you living.
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I remember the days when I had to almost literally be drug out of bed to go to my J-O-B.
I am serious.
I was drug like a kid out of my bed.
The last “real” job I had was back in the 1990’s when I sold large appliances for Circuit City. I was 18 years old and fresh out in the world. Planning my wedding and working 40+ hours each week at a job that I hated.
I remember looking at my pay checks,
part of me proud and part of me so frustrated.
Two weeks worth of work.
80+ hours of my time and energy.
Living at a place that my heart and soul hated,
learning to sell extended service programs that I did not believe in.
And all of this soul sucking for a whopping $650 every two weeks!
I look back at those days and I wonder how I survived such disgust. But I did.
Until one day, a week before my wedding when I had a meeting with my manager ( who was so very grumpy herself, a woman who was owned by the company).
She pulled me in her office to informed me that even though I had requested a week off to get married and enjoy a few days honeymoon months before,
and we are talking many months before,
matter a fact it was at my hire.
That after consideration, management had decided that I could not have the time off as I had not worked there long enough to take a vacation…
I had been giving all my time and energy to this place.
I had made good sales,
sold the freaking extended service programs that were crap even, and was now informed that I had to choose between my job and my wedding….
Yeppers I chose my wedding.
I watched all my fellow colleagues work their bumbs off,
and sacrifice their families, their holidays, events and very life to make sure to be there for this place of business.
They felt that it was a duty, it was loyalty, it was responsible.
They had too.
And I saw these same people a few years later,
looking for anything to ease them.
Alcohol. Drugs. Sex.
The addictions grew and they stayed addicted to this soul sucking life experience, called their J-O-B.
As time went on, I learned and grew.
I got education around psychology, mindset, habits and so much more.
I explored multiple opportunities to expand myself and my pocket book. Hoping to get rich overnight almost ( with a little hard work of course too). Some were partially successful, some not so much. All had a system, a pre-created pattern to success in this business or that.
None felt in alignment to my soul or heart, but I kept trying to drink the Koolade.
No matter what I tried, if it was not in alignment it did not take long for my whole being to feel drained and lost in life.
I could not figure out what was wrong with me.
Surely not all of these opportunities were bad.
It must be something I was doing.
And it was something that I was doing.
I was sacrificing my soul,
my life for something that someone else had built, created and told me was the way to get what I wanted, instead of following my heart.
Soul suck after soul suck,
I felt addicted to trying this or that out in the attempt to achieve SUCCESS.
I wanted nothing more than to just be me.
I wanted to be a BIG earner in some company.
I wanted to speak and share, educate and help others in some fashion or form.
Be a thought leader.
I wanted to make positive changes in this world, and help people feel good, live an abundant life. And I truly believed that I had to do this through someone else’s way. That I did not have the skills, ideas, education, know how to be an influencer.
And so I continued for years to explore companies that promised so many beautiful things but all felt so empty to my soul at the end of the day because they were selling something that in my opinion did not really change lives the way that I desired to change lives.
They were not my purpose work.
My soul was not captivated by any of them.
But they did soul suck the life out of me and I was honestly addicted to this process without really realizing it.
Much like many are addicted to going to the J-O-B and making sure the BOSS man is happy, or that the company is taken care of but not even truly believing in what they are doing. Or perhaps one day many years ago they believed in the greatness of this or that company, they were on board with the mission, but now today, it is a paycheck. It is a bonus check. It is relatively easy work, but still empty.
And they feel drained.
Lost in their lives and choose to mask and cover the pain of a life that is empty with something that eases the pain.
Proclaiming that one day, one day they will do that thing.
That thing that they would love to do.
You know the thing.
The thing you desire.
The thing that turns you on.
The things that makes you wish you could be working at it, creating it, building it, putting yourself into it.
Yes that thing.
Not a thing that is soul sucking,
but is life giving.
Will make you THRIVE.
And if you applied yourself to this thing,
would not only make your soul sing,
but bring you abundance in so many ways and HAPPINESS.
Yes that thing.
Well that is where I got to pretty damn quick in my life.
I looked out at this world of lost souls, hungry people who craved more but was addicted to the suffering.
Who did not know how to change.
How to escape this track they had gotten on.
Where they would find their happiness, or if it was even okay to contemplate happiness.
I could not do it!
I could not settle.
I could not sell my soul to this way of existing.
I had to speak who I was, be me and do my own thing.
Feed my soul.
And I want you to know that you too can feed your soul.
I want you to know that if you are one of the very many people out there that want for so much more in life, dislike where you are sitting at in your life, in your work, your relationships, your happiness level or anything else, but feel CALLED to go another path. To be something that you have always wanted but are unsure as to how….
That you are only a decision away.
You do not have to give up everything you currently have and do to have it either, but you MUST be willing to STEP FULLY into who you are.
To listen to your SOUL and to stop hiding.
Stop masking and avoiding.
The steps to a fulfilling life, a life that you have claimed and are living authentically may not mean to quite your job, or move states or countries, or change partners. No it may not mean any of that. It more than likely means none of that. But what it does mean is that you stop taking your own crap. Stop hiding from your desire to be something you know you were born to be.
Do you have a calling that you have been avoiding?
A mission that your soul knows is yours?
A passion that ignites your very soul, but currently you are lost as to how to expand it, make its successful, make it stand out and touch lives? Touch this world?
You can have it.
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“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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You know you are beautiful.
Just the way that you are.
You are so freakin’ dynamic,
you are a powerhouse of abundance.
You are magnetic.
You are lucky as sh*t.
You are smart.
You are AMAZING.
And yet you doubt yourself.
You listen to what this world tells you,
about it’s fears.
About it’s expectations.
You listen as though those statements need to be your reality.
You listen and you wonder,
what is wrong with you?
Why is it so damn hard to connect with others?
Why do you still feel empty?
And you blame yourself for everything.
You feel responsible for everyone.
Always looking at how you can help more,
be more, give more, sacrifice more.
But it seem’s that no matter how much you give,
you still do not achieve what you want.
ABUNDANCE in all things good.
You taste of these delicacies,
but they are fleeting.
They wrap themselves around you for moments in life,
but life is filled more with overwhelm, suffering,
struggle than all that you want.
WHY? You scream from the top of your lungs to God.
Are you not worthy?
Are you not enough?
Or are you too much for this world?
Perhaps too much for those in your world?
You sit and you think,
you over think.
and you feel yucky about how you are showing up.
About how you are not being all you know that you are.
And you fear loosing your life.
The years pass so quickly.
You watch your children grow and become parents themselves.
You watch your own parents age.
And the clock just keeps ticking.
Life does not change.
Moments come and tease you.
But they only linger for a few breaths.
And then they are gone.
At your core you know this is not right.
At your core you feel that you have missed a turn.
That it should not be this way,
You know that you were built for more.
You know that you were built to share a message,
to impact this world,
to teach your children through your living what life is to be like.
And it is NOT to be about paying bills and building companies for others.
It is not to be lived for the 5 o’clock hour.
Or holidays and weekends.
It is not for masking with drugs, alcohol, addictions and fear.
Life is for LIVING.
How does one thrive?
It’s simple my love.
It’s really freakin’ simple.
You get greedy.
You get selfish.
You become a YES not to this world and all of it’s inhabitants,
but to YOU!
You fall in love with yourself first before you go and try and find someone to fall in love with or to love you.
You get present and stop living in your past,
pulling it forward and recreating it for today.
You stop worrying about the future,
and get happy about your now.
Because your now is your future of yesterday.
Fill yourself up BABY.
Don’t wait to be filled.
Don’t wait for someone else to save you.
You don’t need saved.
You just need to open yourself up to your joy.
That thing that you have been hiding from all the while trying to be responsible and pay your bills and fit into the social norm.
I can tell you this love,
those who are focused on fitting into the social norm,
will never find all that you are looking for,
all that they are wanting.
No they will not.
They will only find more of everyone else’s troubles, ‘fears, judgments and hold themselves in the norm of surviving, but never THRIVING.
you want it all.
Your soul wants you to have it.
God will support you.
And all you have to do….
Is CLAIM YOUR LIFE NOW.
SO what are you waiting for?
“Stop Existing & Start Living”
Coaching for Grown A*s Believers
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