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The Dance of Love

THE DANCE OF LOVE.
 
These feeling I have are not new to me.
They are but like a distant memory,
that is not distant enough for my heart to not recall the pain that they potentially can bare with them.
These thoughts I have of you,
that my mind, body, soul yearn to experience are not strangers either,
they too carry the distinct scent of surrender,
of love,
of commitment.
And they too hold a fear.
 
I find myself,
sitting here,
looking into your eye’s,
captivated by the light that dances through them,
mesmerized by the the turn of your lips and the soft smile you carry upon them.
I find myself,
looking away in hopes that you will look toward me in these moments,
so that I can feel your desire,
I can feel you taking in my essence.
And I do.
 
Each time our eye’s meet,
each time our lips touch,
each time you stroke my mind with inquiry,
each time you twirl my soul,
and tell me your desires.
 
I find myself being lifted.
I find myself feeling as though I am soaring.
Joy captivates my soul in these moments.
 
You demand my presence.
You demand my depth.
You demand my vulnerability.
My surrender.
And you do it fiercely.
With certainty,
and confidence,
and ohh so smoothly.
 
Like velvet, I find myself wanting to be touched more.
More with your words,
with your thoughts and ponderings.
I find myself wanting to be touched with the emotion that I see and is not fully spoken within your eye’s.
 
Your perfect eye’s.
Those perfect eye’s that carry me.
That shine the light of love on me.
A love that I have felt before,
a love that is so captivating,
so stimulating,
it stirs,
Stirs my being,
and makes me believe that more is possible.
 
This thought of more,
it terrifies,
it electrifies,
and it asks for me to choose.
 
I hear the sweet whisper of love,
I hear it revealing all that I know already,
it is uncovering,
what I fear to let be seen.
And I ask myself,
“Why do you fear this love?”
 
The raw truth is that,
I do not fear.
The shudder that quakes inside of me,
at the possibility,
is not fear,
it is settling.
Settling into all that I have asked God for,
that man,
that lover,
the moments,
and all the beauty that come with them.
 
Oh yes my love,
I do not fear what in being uncovered.
 
Instead I welcome it.
I crave it.
As I covet the sweet surrender,
as I melt into your strength,
into your passion and presence.
 
As I allow you to twirl me in this dance,
that we are becoming breathless in.
It is with this potency,
that I find myself,
opening.
 
Opening yet again,
to all that I fear,
all that I want.
I bare myself to you,
raw, real and with intent.
 
The intent to give myself over to this beautiful moment.
This dance.
 
And so it is,
and always has been,
when lovers meets.
 
The beauty of true love,
is not in the needing of it,
no….
 
It is in the wanting.
Not the wanting of the love,
or even of a person,
no….
 
It is in the wanting to be there.
Be there fully, authentically and ready to be penetrated.
 
Yes,
here in this space,
with love,
true love, we find ourselves.
Communing in the moment,
rapturing into our own glory,
and embracing the dance.
 
As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
 
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Don’t Go Soft On Me…

DON’T GO SOFT ON ME…
 
I have a thing for a man who can get into his primal nature.
 
A man who can make my heart flutter with his firm directive touch.
 
A man who knows his core.
Knows his desire, is comfortable in standing in his truth and let’s me feel it from his deepest soul expression.
 
I love the masculine who penetrates me with his hunger for life.
 
Who dives deeper into my feminine not just with his words or body but with his consistent stable energy.
 
A masculine who gets that the greatest adventure in life is the journey of discovery of self through the awakening of unconditional love.
 
A masculine who wants to rope the moon and stars not to prove his love but to conquer his purpose. To embrace his divinity.
 
I love a man who twirls my energy and opens my heart to believing that more is always possible.
 
A man is steadfast, secure and proactive.
A man who addresses his fears in love with a willingness to hear a deeper level of himself.
 
I love a man who loves my strength.
Not because he loves a strong woman who does not need him, or can take care of him or mother him, but because he wants my strength by his side to conquer the greatest dreams and turn them into a reality.
 
I love a man who sees my truth,
Embraces my heart, my sex and my soul as though it were the greatest gift ever given.
Never wanting to own, to harness or take for granted,
But instead knowing that by igniting it further that I will surrender fully to him and entwine and lift us both into the heavens of love.
 
I love a man that does not run from my fires but instead embraces them and smiles. Opening my heart further into his steadfast commitment and love.
 
I love a man who can read my heart with his tender looks and touches while leading me deeper into spaces that I have not discovered and would not without him by my side.
 
I love a masculine who does not need me,
But chooses me because we are bonded at an energetic level that his soul knows in certainly and love.
 
I love a man who does not go soft with me…
Not in his truth.
Not with his core.
Not in his desire.
Not in his words.
His primal passion,
His hunger of mind, body and soul,
It remains powerful and aligned.
 
No matter how the winds of life swirl and push, the storms that crash in,
He does not bow to them.
 
But chooses to kneel before my alter,
Opening himself to the treasures that my heart wants to give.
Freely.
Strongly.
In certainty.
 
I love a man who knows and loves himself so much so that he will never go soft with me.
 
To all the men of the world looking for a powerful turned on woman,
This is your mission.
Your journey starts within.
In loving self.
Knowing self.
And being strong in your core.
Never let a woman be your purpose.
Never need her,
Choose her.
And she will surrender to your divine love.
 
As always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
Coaching for Grown A*s Believers
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Coming Together in the Wound

COMING TOGETHER IN THE WOUND…

OR TOGETHER IN THE HEALING…

We meet our mirrors at different points in time on our life journey.
We are intrigued, even aroused by these meetings.
We sometimes catch the feels,
And get committed.
And often this is the exact case that creates a defined relationship in today’s society.
Two people living thier own life experiences,
Meeting and connecting from thier wounded selves. From a space of feeling broken, fearful, unworthy and incomplete.
And they find themselves drawn into another who is just this as well.
They find this other lost soul who has all these similarities and hopes.
They share thier pain, thier saga and desire to have something more.
And so like magnets they connect.
They feel supported feeding each other the understanding and love that they crave.
They feel seen, heard and like thier mate gets them.
And they do.
Because both are operating from the wound.

Time passes,
The wound remains to a degree for both,
It gets triggered here and there,
Bringing doubt and fear into the hearts of the couple.
But they come together and assure each other that they are there.

And then it happens…
One of them starts to feel better.
Stops masking thier pain,
Stops hiding in thier guilt and suffering and chooses to open up again.
Chooses to breathe life in again.
Choose to heal,
To grow and become whole yet again.
And when this happens thier mate is provided an opportunity to do the same or to burrow themselves into more sadness.
More frustration and fear.
And thus end the relationship.
Because you see when one grows and heals and the other does not then it is the destiny of the relationship to end.

Growth and healing increases your vibration.
It will have you feeling full, in love with life, good about yourself and have you desiring for more in all of your life.

When vibrations increase for one partner but the other does not match vibration any longer then the two will start to experience challenges in connection, understanding each other, there will become an irritation between them like sandpaper and unless one of them does something to change thier frequency then its inevitable that they will split.

Now granted the one who started to grow, heal, transform certainly could hault thier opening. They could work on shrinking themselves again, and grow slower but typically even though this is a possibility it rarely happens because the momentum of growth becomes intoxicating and neither party want a shrinkage to happen.

Even though it quickly becomes evident as to what will occur.

So obviously the best choice to maintain the relationship is for the other partner to take self- responsibility and lean into the scary land of transformation. But its tricky.
They have to lean in because they want the growth for self…
Not just to save the relationship,
Otherwise the vibration will become needy and cause even more irritation between the two.

You cannot lie about your vibration.
And you cannot manipulate your vibration.

On the other spectrum,
Coming together in healing…
Or in growing.

When we meet someone in this place,
Where we are each doing our work,
Learning to take responsibility for self, emotions and actions.
Leaning into our hearts and souls and catching the ego,
When we meet from a place of expansion we find ourselves again feeling deep connection, understanding, love and catching the feels for this other person who is meeting us where we are.

And it feels beautiful.
It feels supportive but not like the crutch of the wounded connection,
Instead supportive from a sense of freedom to be self and to be witnessed just as we are.
This sort of bonding,
As long as both parties continue to love self first, own thier emotions, thoughts and actions and keep leaning into thier individual expansions,
Then they together will connect deeper,
Be witnessed from a truly authentic level,
Experience a quickening in personal growth as well as a melding and accelerated joint growth and transformation which will with its individual vibrational increases also create a worm hole of momentum toward the couples unity.

Here a couple can experience the highest of relationship connectedness in vulnerability, intimacy and authentic unconditional love.

They will be able to cross through challenging waters together because they both built strong individual boats first and are sailing the choppy seas of life side by side, supporting each other but not trying to glue thier boats together in need which only creates instability and weakness in self and relationship.

True mature loving relationship understand and value self and growth first.
They choose to journey together because its a beautiful transformational path to share but they do not need someone by thier side to love the path they are on.
They do what they do because it feels good to them and for them,
Not because they aim to please anyone else.

Look at your relationships of today and yesterday,
Were they founded in the wound or in healing and growth?

What is your desire in your relationship story?
And how is the founding of your current expanding you or holding you back?

Time to get clear.
Time to be real.
Time to connect from strength.

As always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers ”

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TO BE SOFT… What Does It Mean To Your Happiness?

TO BE SOFT IS TO BE POWERFUL. – Rupi Kaur
 
Last year I went out with my second oldest child, my daughter Rebekah to get tattoo’s. She had this beautiful quote that she was getting putting on the inside of her arm that her boyfriend had ended a love letter with. It was such lovely, powerful words of encouragement and I could easily understand why she desired to keep them for her lifetime.
 
I love ink. And getting inked is a THING.
If you are into ink, you get it.
If not, oh well, I am sorry.
 
SO I decided that I would get a tattoo as well, but I always want my tattoo’s to have meaning of some sort and I had not given much thought to this moment. There we were driving to the artist discussing what I should do. When Bek says mom,
“To be soft is to be powerful. – This is so you mom.”
 
I was bewildered, I do admit.
I felt like I sucked at being soft.
I felt like soft was scary.
I felt like soft was bad somehow, that I should be ashamed of it even.
I questioned what she meant by this.
And she explained,
“Mom you are always there for us. You always let us see you and you are always working on yourself. You make mistakes and you allow for our mistakes. You are the strongest person.”
 
What she was expressing to me was that I ALLOWED MYSELF TO FEEL LIFE.
 
The good.
The bad.
The painful.
The joy and orgasm.
The sweetness.
The bitterness.
The meh.
The void.
The fear.
The fullness.
 
I feel it all.
And I KNOW the BEAUTY of it, because I allow myself to experience it all.
 
And so, she was correct in her statement and much like her that day, I needed to keep with me the reminder of my power in my FEELS.
 
Through the course of this lifetime,
I have wanted so badly to run and hide from what I was feeling.
I have wanted to mask it,
cover it up and not allow it to be seen by self or others.
And when I did allow it to be seen or felt,
I was shamed of my humanness around my fears, my joy, my pain and void.
Something always seemed amiss in my feeling,
it was this voice in my head,
telling me that I should not be feeling this way.
It was this same voice telling me I was weak, pathetic and hopeless.
That it was this sort of crap that kept me disconnected from people.
That I was too much to handle.
I was broken.
 
 
And so I worked ever so hard to toughen up.
I focused on breathing in my emotions and “building a strong house” to hold them in.
In the belief that by not revealing them,
by holding them,
that I was being emotionally mature.
 
LMAO!!!!!
 
Looking back at this I feel silly.
Sweet in my desire to be mature with my emotions,
strong for the people in my life,
true.
But so wrong in truth,
this way of being,
of living was not LIVING.
It was hiding from life.
It was avoidance of who I was,
it was a shrinking of my heart center,
a closing to the one’s that I love.
It was a hardening or callousing of my ability to connect,
to be seen and to see another.
In this stifling of feeling,
I lost my ability to have intimacy with life, with others and with self.
I SHRUNK as a human.
 
And in this I lost.
I was the BIGGEST looser.
Because all I wanted was the intimacy,
the love,
the connection.
To be received and to hold space for another.
And what I gifted myself with in my “strength of holding my emotions so tight” was to shield LIFE.
 
The end result outside of loss of intimacy and ability to relate, connect and love, let alone be authentically compassionate or forgive self or others,
also led me to a shut down in my allowance to self to open and receive abundance.
 
My lesson in feeling,
was that in order to have my desires manifest in any fashion,
I needed to allow myself to “SOFTEN INTO THE FLOW OF FEELING LIFE.”
 
That my power came from this space,
You see in order for you to be able to KNOW YOUR PATH,
to FEEL what is right and good for YOU,
in order for you to be able to TRUST your judgement on any decision,
You must FEEL Your emotions, your physical reactions, your truth about it.
 
This means that if you are calloused to FEELING LIFE,
you will consistently make wrong choices for YOUR LIFE.
 
And this is not what living is about.
This is just existing.
 
And that is the WHY that you have been questioning.
WHY AM I NOT HAPPY?
Why does nothing make me happy?
 
Simple….
You are not FEELING LIFE.
 
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As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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The Consistency Factor to Success, Happiness and The Life You Desire

Pish, posh…
Sometimes it will not be perfect.
Sometimes you will mess up.
Sometimes it just won’t carry the energy that you want it to.
Sometimes it will be blah…
and you will feel all humbug over it.

But that is just sometimes.
And those sometimes only build energy and power when you focus on them and give them such.

I have humbug moments all the time.
My energy ebbs and flows with the best of you.
Sometimes I write a musing or do one of my daily live streams and find myself asking,
“Why did I even do that? It was horrible.”

But you know what,
when you are building your empire,
and focused on creating that dream life that you know that you are worthy of on the days that you are not so humbug,
then what matters is not always the words that are coming from your lips or finger tips but the CONSISTENTLY to do the damn thing that you know that you need to do to call in the life that you know you are meant to have.

If this is around building a business,
then its about being consistent in your messaging and showing the f-ck up to your tribe a few times a day,
letting them feel you no matter where you are at.

If this is around relationships,
then its about consistently sharing your heart and being present in the relationship.

No matter the subject of your life that you are feeling all humbug about,
the thing to keep in mind is CONSISTENCY.

Without it you will get no where quickly.
With it you will move mountains.

And if you catch yourself feeling low vibe about the things you love so much all too often,
then you best check what kind of thoughts you are consistently thinking too, beautiful.

If you are focusing in on things that are not your core WHY,
are not coming from a place of soul,
or your heart then beware what might be taking hold of you and consistently preaching fear, doubt and worry into your system.

CONSISTENCY in your thoughts has the greatest power over your life.

Remember that.

What you focus on grows.

And often we do not have the self-awareness to realize that we are self- sabotaging with the conversations that we are having with ourselves. Often we choose to not do the most uncomfortable thing that we can,
and that is to LISTEN IN on the words that we speak to ourselves.

These statements that we share in our most deep and intimate space of self are the deciding factors to the paths that we take in our lives.

And anyone who has ever done something great has started cleaning up the habitual thoughts that cause the muck in clarity and truth finding.

As long as you choose ignore your thoughts and ignore taking responsibility for them,

As long as you deny your power to change them and to change the way that you are feeling right now,

You will continue to suffer and not create the life that you want.

Today is a new day beautiful.
Today is a day for you to call in the life that you want.
Today you can SAY YES to YOU.
And today you can CHOOSE what you focus on.

What is your focus for today?
or this week?
This year?

Ready to CLAIM YOUR LIFE?

I sure AF hope so!

As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

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Your Crazy Life is Just Another Damn Excuse.

Life gets so damn crazy some days.
Actually some months and even years.
 
I am sure that you can relate to how fast paced life can seem.
2019 I believe has been one of those years so far,
for so many of us.
 
I have heard story after story from people that I work with,
and I know from my private life and watching my grown children as well, that 2019 has been just that CRAZY HECTIC.
 
One thing after another.
Not feeling like you have time to breathe even.
So many goals,
so many things you need to do,
even more that you want to do,
but you are exhausted.
 
I get it.
 
I have watched many of you go through massive life changes this year. I have witnessed you pushing hard,
trying to get it all accomplished,
working at being a hero in your life and for those that you love.
Day after day,
I hear your tales of struggle.
Of frustration.
Of overwhelm.
And anxiety.
 
And yet you still desire more for your life.
 
You still want to call in more.
You desire that:
 
relationship of your dreams,
you crave to live in abundance,
you want your body healthy and strong,
you want to complete those projects,
you want to look in the mirror and smile at how strong you are,
and KNOW that you did it.
 
You made it happen.
But you also desire to RELAX.
You crave to kick back and not have to wake every day to fear and worry of not making it through the storm.
You want to be CERTAIN in who you are and what is happening.
 
and you look out into the sea of stories that you watch stream by on your favorite social media platform,
and you wonder….
 
How are they doing it?
 
Why is this person always smiling?
How does that person manage so much?
And them, they are always traveling and buying new shiz.
And that fool over there, they work maybe 5 hours a week and live a life of abundance…
 
What’s up with that?
 
How is that possible?
Why are all these people living the life that I want?
 
They must have something that I don’t have.
They must have been born into a special family.
Have better education…
nope LUCK….
that’s it.
 
The reality is that YOU can have it too.
It is there for all of us beautiful.
You do not need to be special or lucky.
 
All you have to do is believe that you can have it.
Be willing to step away from what is familiar in your current life and jump into what you want,
which FYI will be difficult as F-ck!
 
Just saying.
 
The fact is beautiful,
most people never decide to say yes at this level to their dreams.
 
Most people remain in what is comfortable,
remain in average and ordinary,
because their dreams scare them so deeply,
they find it more logical to just REMAIN in the same.
All the while claiming that they know what to do,
that they really want what they want,
but make excuses ( aka – reasons) as to why they cannot have it.
 
Making themselves a victim to circumstances and life.
Not realizing that it is not the truth.
The TRUTH is that if you keep making excuses,
if you keep coming up with reasons,
if you keep looking at your objections,
to your dreams,
them honey,
you are UNDER VALUING YOURSELF.
 
You are not challenged by anything,
but YOU.
 
And all the chaos,
the crazy,
the wildness of 2019 does not matter.
 
It’s just a effing excuse!
 
It’s just playing into your belief that you are not enough or that you will be too much if you actually SAY F-ck YES! To YOU.
 
But I am here to tell you the truth beautiful.
And that is…
 
YOU ARE WORTH IT.
 
Now CLAIM IT!
 
Ready?
GO.
 
And As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
 
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I have been in those shoes before all too many time.
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Your SOUL Craves Gourmet Sex and So Does Your Abundance.

The more gourmet sex I have the less I make my bed.
 
It is so vitally important to have gourmet sexual experiences,
not just a bunch of sex.
 
That low vibe,
high friction,
empty,
fast food sex is simply not even worth the time it takes to get undressed.
 
And it most certainly does not feed your soul.
 
It does not drop you into your core, your primal sexual creative energy where many great visionaries, leaders, game changers of all time have spoken of accessing for life success.
 
It is not the sexual encounters documented in Song of Solomon in the bible either.
 
That sort of encounter,
that sort of divine,
touching the big toe of God experience happens only when you tap into your SOUL.
 
Which is a SOUL of SEX.
 
As Thomas Moore states in his book on this very topic,
“In sex an inner life of strong emotions and vivid fantasies meet with a real person to create a moment of exceptional intensity when life is full and reason is dim…
 
But it is the soul, and not some inanimate body, that feels the hunger and can’t resist the appetite.”
 
This appetite that is spoken of here and in Solomon is the hunger for life. The desire that even Jesus spoke of to be fully entwined with the creator.
 
With God.
 
Sex is soul food.
It is a vital nutrient to our human condition,
allowing us to gain access to higher realms of understanding and feeling,
where we become limitless in our manifestation possibilities.
 
However, in order to tap into this storehouse of magic and possibilities one must STOP settling for fast food sex and in turn DEMAND gourmet sexing.
 
Gourmet sexing,
takes one away from the linear mindset,
out of the monkey brain, where we desire for control instead of freedom.
 
Gourmet sexing is about tapping into our already full state of being and opening into our true spiritual power.
 
This is where we command in our blessings.
When we allow our soul the expression of gourmet sex,
in its craving of these blissful excursions,
we experience a separate reality,
where we tap into the mystery of being human.
 
Here in this enticing altered state of being and awareness, the SOUL discovers many truths about life, love, our partners, selves and God. This expanded understanding of sex ignites our manifestation capabilities and provides us the complexity and satisfying fulfillment of what being HUMAN can offer.
 
The details of what one once found important,
the fears,
concerns and doubts around our lives experiences,
the responsibilities that we take on to hide our truth and power,
all are washed away through gourmet sexing.
 
And are replaced with compassion,
a deep desire of authenticity,
passion, joy and connection.
 
In this altered state of a sexing we discover WHO WE ARE.
 
I can share from a very intimate note that when we tap into this way of sexing and living we impact all of life. The ripple effect from each who chooses the enlightened path of sex and the soul expression that is was designed to be end up being a healing agent in this ill world.
 
Now I call on you beautiful to inquire about how you choose to view your sex.
 
I ask you do you identify with the desire that your SOUL has to be expressed?
 
Do you cherish and respect the power of your orgasm?
And the greatness that it can offer you in your manifestation for a life of richness, abundance and freedom?
 
Or is your sex more equivalent of washing your hands or making your bed, where it has little meaning or depth and you cannot fathom such richness and power coming from what you perceive as friction based activity that serves for the reproduction or stress release?
 
Curious about the Soul of Your Sex?
 
Let me share with you almost 30 years of education, training and enlightened study on this topic and how it can NOT ONLY change your bedroom life but also your ABUNDANCE.
 
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As Always, Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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NOT REALLY 100% INVESTED ARE YOU? AT LEAST NOT THIS YEAR – Maybe Next???

NOT REALLY 100% INVESTED ARE YOU? AT LEAST NOT THIS YEAR – Maybe Next???

I ask a question of people on my applications to work with me, it goes like this:

Are you willing to invest in your coaching process fully if we decide to work together?

And the options are:

*Yes! Absolutely. I fully understand the power of investing into myself and committing to the process.

* I am unsure as to what I want or my commitment level.
* No, I am just exploring options at this time.

The majority of the people who fill out my application, no matter what their truth may be click on option one.
They proclaim that they understand the power of investing in themselves FULLY and what commitment is.

Funny thing happens though once they are faced with their truth. Or their financial situation. Or their lack of worth. Or their FEAR. This is a big effing one.
They retreat.
They make excuses.
They do everything they can to hide from the f-cking fact that they don’t want it bad enough for themselves.

Now you most likely are thinking,
“That’s not me, Kendal, I want it. I want it more than anything. I am 100% invested in whatever I need to do or make happen to have the life that I desire and know I was born to live. ”

Are you sure?

Because I am willing to wager that you are not as invested or committed to self as you believe that you are.
I am saying this because I see you.
I see you making the statements.
And proclaiming that you want this, and this and this too.
And I see you getting side tracked.
I see life getting in your way.
I see your beautiful,
logical reasons that you are offering up as to why you have not done this or that.
Yeah I see you.
I see how you are short changing yourself.

And here is the real deal beautiful,
YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN WHAT YOU ARE ALLOWING FOR YOURSELF.

But you will NEVER have it if you do not stop effing around and avoiding the opportunities to have it because you are scared of having it.

You are scared aren’t you?

Its manifesting itself as concern.
Its coming up as worry, and fatigue, and chaos.
And you continue to pretend that everything is okay.
You run along and just keep acting like life is all groovy,
that you got your shiz in order and that you don’t really need the help. But then you say I need help. I don’t understand. I cannot get movement here, this is sucking over here.

You proclaim, “I AM READY FOR A CHANGE.”

And so you call in the opportunity.
And then you cry about the commitment.
You turn your nose up at the investment.
You make an excuse.

You know what matters more to you then your desire,
than your happiness,
than whatever it is that you are claiming you want?

The bottom dollar means more.
The what’s this going to cost me.
You walk into the land of change with the objection of price, and you are under some damn idea that it should be gifted to you and Oh Yeah It should not mean that you have to apply yourself to making the change.

Let’s not forget that.

You want me to do what?
Spend how much time on my inner work?
Commit to what with my partner/spouse?
You want me to actually take action?

Nah, I don’t want it that bad this year.
Maybe next.
When I have made my million dollars then I will revisit this.
When I am stable emotionally, financially, physically then I will explore this.

I don’t have (fill in the blank) right now to do this.

Honey, if this is you I am writing about realize that with that sort of mindset and lack of commitment the thing you are wanting to have happen WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

Do you get how miracles happen?
They happen when we expect them too.
When we open ourselves through faith and putting ourselves up to the test. You have to not just step but LEAP if you want a miracle.

Making excuses will never get you this or the life that you want.
Matter a fact, if you want to know how much something of this potency is going to cost you here is the actual answer that you need to digest and sit with:

If you don’t do it – It will cost you YOUR LIFE. Your EVERYTHING.

Because you know what you have been doing,
You know where it has gotten you,
You feel what it feel’s like to be living this way,
and you are hungry.
So if you keep doing what you have always done,
YOU WILL STARVE!

So may people are under the assumption that if you just sit in a certain position,
think great thoughts and breathe a certain way that you never have to actually get off your ass and do something to manifest your dreams and goals.

So many other people, believe that if they just keep doing what they have been doing and work harder, scrimp more and freak out more that they will be successful in time and have the life that they want.

MOFO – NEWSFLASH!

Neither is accurate.
Neither will lead to your greatest, happiest life.

You are out of alignment in both cases,
and you are not taking the action that your SOUL wants you too.

So WTF do you do beautiful?

This is up to YOU!

My suggestion is get REAL.
Get COMMITTED.
Make the MOFO INVESTMENT.
Stop making excuses and continuing to do the same things expecting different results,
this is crazy.

But what do I know?

I don’t know you, and perhaps you don’t know you.
That is most likely the root of your issue beautiful.

And As always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
Coaching For Grwon A*s Believers

It’s time that you start to say YES to the most important person in the room beautiful. It’s time that you accept your worth, and step onto this path that your SOUL is calling you too.

I know how hard the steps may appear.
I know that you are fearful, that you doubt if you have what it takes to make this shiz happen for you or not.

But I promise you that YOU can do it.
You can have it.The first step though is to recognize that you must let go and have faith in your process of getting there.

Listen to your SOUL and follow it’s lead.

Imagine having a coach who has been on a similar path guide you, help you discover the deeper meanings of what soul is wanting you to know.

What would it feel like to have that sort of support and guidance?

You can have this.
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Stop Fearing Your SOUL! and Step the F-ck Into Your Life Baby!

You say you are not afraid.
You say that you can feel the call,
that the desire is alive in you and that you truly WANT for something more in your life.
You say that you are not afraid, that you know that you must make these things happen.
You say that you are COMMITTED,
that you are READY.

You say that you WILL FIND a way, no matter what.
You say that you know,
you know how critical this is to your life.
Your SUCCESS.
Your HAPPINESS.

You say a lot for someone who is doing NOTHING!
Just sitting there on the fence line of life,
waiting for something to change.
Waiting for life to improve enough for you to get committed and do the things,
the things that your SOUL is calling you to do.

And yet there you are beautiful,
proclaiming all of that.
Wanting all of that.
And still doing NOTHING.

The thing is baby,
what you are not fully grasping is that YOU are scared as F-ck about actually just leaning into your SOUL guidance and LETTING GO!
You are scared as F-ck to finally CLAIM YOUR LIFE!
Making it happen by having FAITH.

Yes! You claim a lot for someone who is scared of SOUL.
Who wants for so much,
but won’t actually STEP the F-ck into what YOU want.
You try and get the world to believe that you don’t know what you need to do,
or that you are already doing it all.
But at your very core,
you know the THING,
the thing that you must do.
That thing to step the F-ck all the way in on your life.

And yet,
there you sit.
Another day.
another worry.
Another avoidance.
Saying that you need to do this or that,
saying that you feel the call.
The call of your SOUL.
And knowing that you are but one small yet HUMONGOUS step away from having all your dreams and desire manifest like magic.

But there on the fence,
you sit.

Scared of saying YES!
Scared of Stepping the F-ck in.
Scared of your SOUL.
Sacred of your DREAMS.

Oh, BABY…
If only you fully understood the power of LETTING GO.
If only you fully believed in your POWER.
In your WORTH.
In Just Stepping the F-ck IN.

But there is hesitation is there not?

You may claim that there is not.
And so if that is what you say,
what you truly think.
Then ask yourself,
“What then is holding me back from living the life that I feel called to live?”

I guarantee,
that it is not money.
That it is not time.
That it is not luck.
That it has nothing to do with your education.
Or your work, relationship or even the amount of sex that you are having or not.
Nope,
it is not body image.
It is not your religious beliefs.
It has nothing to do with your childhood wounding,
your phobias,
or who your parents are,
or how they treated you.

None of this is the REASON.
Some of it is the RESULT,
the result of what is actually holding you the f-ck back.

And you do know the THING,
the THING that is holding you back.
It is the same thing,
the only thing,
that ever holds you back.

But no,
it cannot be.
But yes,
it is just so.
You must SURRENDER yourself,
once and for all to your SOUL.
Stop fearing it.
Stop hiding from it.
Just STOP and LISTEN.
Listen and Act.
Act only from here beautiful.
It is the space of all knowing.
It holds all your answers,
all your power.
Yes here beautiful is what you MUST do.
Once and for all.

Stop FEARING YOUR SOUL.

And remember,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

Want to take that step?
I sure hope that you have come to realize that this fence that you are sitting on is not a fence of safety,
but a fence of saying no to self,
saying no to your dreams and desires and living the way God intended on you living.
THRIVING.

Yes BABY.
It is time that you decide..
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Step the F-ck Up! Your Life is Waiting For you to Say YES!

 

You know what soul alignment is?

It is living by your motherf-cking TRUTH.

That is what SOUL alignment is.
And that is exactly why you look out into this world and hardly see anyone doing it.
It is effing hard as hell to do this.

You know it is.
You know that your soul is calling your a*s to step the f-ck up but then you get that butterfly feeling in the pit of your tummy.
The palms of your hands start to sweat and your heart starts to race.
You PAUSE.

And why?

Because you for a half a second contemplated what life would be like if you pulled out all the stops.
If you just broke it down to the ease that life is suppose to be and stopped making it all so effing difficult on yourself.

Fear rose up inside of you because that takes great courage to step the f-ck in,
like ALL the f-ucking way in.

No not just your BIG toe.
No let me test the waters.
No I will give it my best college try.

Nope.
That is not what will ever do it.
that is not what will manifest your dreams.

You want what you want.
You desire that life over there,
and it going to remain over there as long as you keep living the way that you are living which is not in alignment with your SOUL baby.
And it is most certainly not in accordance with that life that you desire so greatly.

You might be speaking about wanting this or that,
but when it comes down to it you are still wavering.
And wavering will not do the dead love.

You ain’t never going to call in the big bucks,
call in that motherf-cking amazing life partner that you fall asleep dreaming about,
it will never get you the hot body you want,
it will never make you magnetic the way that you want.
And you know what it will never do for sure?

Make you proud of yourself.
Build your confidence.
Give you the creative energy,
the passion or the motivation that you want.

Nope wavering is for those who fear life.
Wavering is for those who take the biggest risk with life,
and that is the risk of never living it fully.
Never THRIVING.

You want to get full on life.
Feel so full and complete in who you are,
have it all.
Then this requires you to step the f-ck all the way in.
This requires you to stop doing all the damn things that you have been doing,
that feel so comfortable, even though they may be the culprits of your average and ordinary,
not going anywhere way of living,
but surviving the day life.

Yeah it may be comfortable like that.
But if you have that SOUL CALLING goin’ on inside you baby,
then let me be the rude awakener to the fact that there is something far more important than your damn comfort..

And that is called your TRUTH.
Your life PURPOSE.
You need to get straight with the fact that you were born for something so much more than what you have chosen to be and the reason you feel so damn melancholy and lethargic about life,
is because your soul is f-cking bored with who you have allowed yourself to become.
How you have just simply settled for this survivor shit.
Survive what?

Life?

That’s funny.
Get through life with no pain.
No suffering.
No bad stuff happening.
And to do it you risk everything that life was given to you for.

W-O-W!!!!!

Are you serious right now?
Come on lovely,
you have got to feel that you are so much more than this little shadow of a being that you have told yourself that you are.
You have got to feel it in your bones.
You KNOW.

I know you KNOW.
And yet you keep fighting.
You keep ignoring.
And some crazy affliction you have is causing you to believe that things are “just fine”

Well they are not!

You were not born to just settle.
You were not born to just get by.
You were not born to live small.
God did not make something unworthy of greatness.
He made you to stand in his greatness and thus your own
f-cking greatness.
But you have got to step the f-ck in.
All the way in.
This thing,
this thing you proclaim to call your life,
well it wants YOU –
FULLY!

Are you ready to want it back fully?
That is the question of today baby.
That is the question of each and every day.
And your answer need to not just be your beautiful words of commitment.

Life is demanding that you take ACTION.

And remember,
Stop Existing & Start Living

“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

Let me assist you with stepping the f-ck all the way into your THRIVING life today. You are worth it love.
You deserve the best.

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