Stepping out on a ledge I found myself.
Sitting on the edge of everything I thought I knew,
but discovered was wrong.
Not true to who I really am or ever was.
Breathing deep into my flesh,
lost in this world of who I thought I was to be,
only to turn a corner as I fall into who I am.
there on this ledge,
this space where there is no room to move.
I found whom I was.
But it was not like this just yesterday.
Yesterday I was still lost in my shame,
I was lost in my judgments and fears of what others expectations were,
I knew not of who I was,
but only of whom I was to be,
as I stepped out on this ledge,
I met my truth.
I met my soul,
and I was blessed,
as if overcome by sweet raptures from deep within,
these messages from somewhere out there,
that space that we might perceive to be heaven,
but none know certain of what it is.
Yes, from this space emerged my truth.
It has always been here.
God, has been whispering my name,
whispering to me all that I am to be.
Calling out of my soul,
the music that must be set free.
Yes here on this ledge,
God has spoken.
And I have finally listened.
when I went into hiding,
my soul screaming as I ran.
today I chose differently.
Today I chose to open my body,
my mind, and my heart.
I chose to be embraced by something more than self could ever realize.
Today I was awakened.
On this ledge as I over looked the woods that stood before me,
I saw not all that blocked my sight,
but instead saw the beauty.
The beauty of all that had been given.
The opportunities that asked to be taken.
The breaths that begged to be breathed,
deep into my soul,
and exhaled into the world.
Yes this ledge.
It has been a pivotal point upon my journey.
As I lean out and breath deep,
I know that it is time,
it is time that I set my shame free,
I set loose all those fears,
and instead turn and step forward as God has been asking.
To not walk another day,
in this misery,
to not remain allowing of such suffering,
but to step,
step forward into his guidance,
and command with certainty all that I am blessed with.
these blessings from somewhere out there.
over my flesh,
onto my path,
They may only be held,
when judgement and fear,
expectations and doubt,
no longer rule this path that I was walking.
looking out over this ledge,
I open my whole body,
I open my whole soul,
and ask to be penetrated deeply,
the deep penetration of spirit.
Yes, embrace me now,
once and forever more.
I open myself to the mysteries,
to the calling,
of my SOUL.
I share this after a day of orgasmic rush,
after a day that I felt supported, loved and open, ‘but also met my fear, met my shame, and found hesitation on my path.
I realized today, the many blockages that still remain.
I realized today, the fear that I have been dragging around with me.
Today, I met my old self as I stood in the shoes of my new.
And I realized how certain I had become, of whom I am and all I am to be.
Now I share this poetry,
I share my intimacy,
I share myself with you,
like any given day,
but today I share from a place of deeper understanding.
A place that honors the shame,
honors the fear and the doubt,
and thanks it for all the protection that it has given,
but commands it on it way.
Expansion, growth and certainty.
Faith, compassion and love.
These are the things that take its place.
These are the things I ask you to embrace.
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God is living vicariously through YOU!
Yes you read that right.
God is living out what God cannot do on his own.
He needs YOU to do it for him.
But look at this thing called life.
It is all about experience.
It is all about learning.
Life is a beautiful gift.
And it is a gift that has been given for us to enjoy to the fullest.
On top of it we have all the power.
It is called FREE WILL.
What an amazing gift.
And you know what else?
It was given so that we can experience and expand to our greatest levels just like God does.
God is everywhere.
God is within everything.
The conscious creator of all.
But the ONE thing God cannot do,
is LIVE as a human.
Which means God cannot experience like a human.
And God wants glory.
God wants love.
God wants respect.
God wants joy.
God wants our rapture.
Just like a lover,
God want to bask in our beauty.
And therefore God wants to feel our full expression in everything that we do.
You want to give God glory?
You want to show your worth?
You want to show God how deeply you love him?
You want to show your FAITH?
Well the best way to accomplish any and all of these,
is to fully turn yourself over to the mystery.
Let GO and LET God.
This is where FAITH is shown.
Live unbound and to your fullest,
this is where you show God’s glory.
Live in complete unconditional love,
for self, for life, for everyone,
this is where respect and love come from.
It is called integrity my sweet.
Fall in love.
Allow abundance and blessing to wash all over you.
Because God is counting on you.
God wants to FEEL all of these mysteries.
But he needs YOU to open up and let HIS GREATNESS move through you.
You are not doing anyone any favors by playing small.
Seriously, how is always accepting less,
always saying no to your heart and soul,
always turning away from yourself,
serving YOU OR GOD?
Let imagine if Jesus turned away from himself.
Turned away from God.
Lets imagine if Jesus coward in the face of his own greatness,
which he KNEW was all God’s.
Lets imagine Jesus being small.
That’s just silliness,
He took on the weight of everything.
And he did it in JOY.
He did it by revealing unconditional love.
He walked in FAITH.
And he let his fathers GLORY be witnessed by all.
He did this by letting his light SHINE.
He did it by letting God work through him.
Because even the son of God,
had to open himself to the mysteries of God.
Had to open himself to the POWER of God.
And what was the message he left us with my love?
“I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” – John 14:6
The message is clear no matter your faith.
If nothing else, Jesus was a man of leadership and deep understanding of the ways of God.
He was on the mission to reveal the truth.
And he stood in the power that he had been given.
He let his light shine.
And he has made it into our history and spiritual beliefs for over 2000 years because of his teachings.
So why not LISTEN?
Why not stand in your own RIGHT.
In your own POWER.
And Let God move through you.
Let his glory be seen,
by living your life UNBOUND.
Because God is counting on YOU my love.
God wants to experience this thing called LIFE,
but he does not want to just get through it….
He want’s to THRIVE in ABUNDANCE.
He wants the JOY,
So stop effing around already.
Stop living in shame and misery.
You have all that you need on your side love.
Just LET GO.
Leap into the arms of the greatest lover of all.
Leap and let God catch you.
He wants to feel your rapture.
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Have you ever had one of the moments where you feel like you just KNOW what is going to happen before it does?
One of those moments where you could swear you were psychic even?
Where for whatever reason, God blessed you with a KNOWING?
I get these often in life.
The more alignment I get with my soul,
the more they happen too.
I should be grateful for them,
and often I am.
However the pain that comes from some of them is never much fun.
In some crazy way, it does allow for me to prepare for storms.
The thing that many of my “psychic” moments predict is a loss of integrity in relationships.
It is as though those that are the closest to me, also believe that they will not be seen for their truth. And perhaps they would not if there were not these messages being received.
I am amazed in moment’s like this, of how accurate and quick formulating some things are.
It never fails, I always think I am having some crazy ass thought, that makes no sense. I question myself as to where the heck such an image or thought would come from, and then BAM just hours or a few days later these events come to pass. And i am given confirmation.
It is soul alignment.
It is a message from soul, alerting us to become more of a witness.
To pay closer attention to what is happening in our midst, and to TRUST.
Trust out intuition.
Trust our gut reactions.
And lean in.
These messages are here to help us prepare.
Help guide us.
So that we are not always operating from a place reaction,
but can become more proactive and on purpose in our dealings.
Now, I get these messages, these soul observations on “good” and “bad”events.
They come through in feelings,
They come through in visions,
They come through in dreams,
They come through in written words,
or even what you could say are signs.
I believe that God is always speaking to us.
His guidance is always with us.
We close ourselves to these messages because they make zero to no sense to our logical mind,
We cannot understand how they are possible so we disregard them,
then act in shock when things come to pass.
These KNOWING moments.
They are a blessings.
Even when they hurt.
It is said that all the great visionaries, leaders and game changers of time learned to trust these events.
SO why don’t we?
Why do we hide from our inner knowing?
Allowing our ego’s to mask what our soul knows.
Here is yet, one more thing.
One more opening,
For personal growth.
God has our back and speaks to us daily.
The only question to ever ask is,
“Am I open to hear what God has to share?”
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Standing at the cliff I looked down.
The water was brilliant,
radiant turquoise waters shimmering from the sun’s light.
Beautiful tropical fish swimming around in a flurry of delight as people swam by them.
The lush backdrop of tropical trees, brilliant colored flowers and the cool ocean air.
There I stood at the cliff,
desiring to jump.
Desiring to leap.
My lover watching from a distance.
Cheering me on.
Ready to snap a picture of me leaping.
There I stood.
Feeling my life.
Feeling the life I had not yet lived.
Looking into the crystal clear waters that just moments before I had been snorkeling in.
I desired to jump.
I desired to show myself and my lover,
everyone around me that I could.
There I stood,
my heart pumping blood more intensely then any other time.
My eye’s witnessing others leaping with delight off this cliff,
squealing with joy as they crashed into the cool water below,
laughter erupting from below from their joy.
Then a woman,
she is fearful,
she is anxious,
she is nauseating in her energy.
She questions everything.
I could feel her.
All my fear,
all my hold back,
catching on her doubt and feeding itself.
Here I stood,
looking over this cliff,
wanting to jump.
Wanting to experience the joy,
the free fall into bliss.
Yet I handed my opportunity over to FEAR.
I leaned into this woman’s fears,
I took them on as my own.
I logically supported her words,
And I said, “No.”
No to myself.
No to opportunity.
No to growth.
No to the experience.
No to my desire.
No to the calling.
I said no, not based on my desire or heart,
but no based on a strangers fear and doubt.
Her reflection in me,
overcame my very desire.
Still today, I look back at this experience in Mexico as a game changer. I know that it was a lesson that I felt but did not get in the moment.
I know that it was a test of soul that I failed at that time.
All things happen for a reason,
and when we feel our fears at the cliff of any change,
we decide to either lean and leap toward our calling,
we decide to step away from them.
I have processed this moment over and over again,
I have examined the physical feelings that came up in my body. I have shamed myself, sat in regret, said many a mean thing to myself around this.
I have blamed this choice at that time for other events that took place to follow.
Seeing how my lack of not leaping into my fear, preventing me from standing strong in other desires.
Prevented me from moving forward when my soul called out to MOVE.
So I procrastinated.
So I waited.
Waited till God had enough.
Waited until I was thrown out of the nest,
and was forced to fly.
No matter what happens in life,
our lessons come for us.
No matter what happens,
we will be forced to face our fears,
and we will be given the choice to leap into our bliss,
or cower into our suffering.
God will continue to hold out his hands of opportunity.
God will continue to walk us up to these life changing cliff’s.
God will continue to tell us we can fly.
But WE must be the one’s to say YES.
We must be the one’s to OPEN OUR WINGS.
In choosing to allow other’s fears and doubts to over take us like I did in Mexico, we hemorrhage our power.
We bleed out.
And we loose ourselves to this world.
When we allow our feelings to be directed by other’s views, thoughts, opinions and feelings, we say no to the most important person in our life.
We say no to ourselves and we turn our backs on God.
This is why we suffer.
This is why we live with depression.
This is where our anxiety comes from.
This is why we are rageful.
When we deny ourselves,
when we step away from the cliff that is calling our soul to fly,
we dishonor God.
We condemn his greatness.
And we separate ourselves from his glory.
This is one of the greatest sin’s that we can allow.
Yet, here we are.
A society of wantabe obedient believers,
Casting ourselves out of heaven,
separating ourselves from God and all the blessing.
We live in a state of ego,
and ego blinds us to our TRUTH.
THAT WE CAN FLY!
So stop listening to the fear,
Stop bleeding out your power,
Stop allowing this world to steal your glory.
And feel the abundance.
Feel the JOY.
Feel the Blessings.
You are WORTHY.
I love you.
And as always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
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