Are you ready for a good laugh,
are you ready to scratch your head,
and some eye popping?
Because here is my most recent masturbation share.
It only took me about five years of owning this little sex toy for me to actually try it.
I have been scared in all truth to try it.
I have held it in my hand,
felt its electric pulses move through my hand and arms with generous voltage,
felt the discomfort of it.
The thought of placing this little gizmo where it was intended made my stomach churn and my heart race.
If it felt like I was sticking my hand and fingers into an open electrical breaker then what the f-ck would it feel like in my most intimate, delicate location?
Would she like it?
So this really happened,
not so many nights ago…
I found myself exploring this little electric shock love toy.
I found myself finding the courage,
to push past the fear of possibly electrocuting my pussy.
You could say that curiosity got the best of me.
Because it did.
I placed this little bundle of shock inside my pussy,
I turned it on.
It zapped, it shocked,
it rubbed my G-spot and with each pulse,
I moved deeper into orgasm.
But was this possible?
Was it possible that electric shock therapy for my pussy could help open me up more,
could help stimulate,
EVEN FEEL GREAT,
in my pussy.
Or to my body?
To my surprise, this little love shock device really felt great.
It was not painful,
well unless I touched my labia with it,
then OMFG!!!! that was a no effing way.
But inserted this little egg shaped zapper, ‘sent all the pulses of increased orgasm to where I needed them.
But why stop there?
So anyone who has followed my sex coaching long, know’s that I am not a big advocate of vibrators because of the addiction and harm they can cause to nerves if over used.
However, I do always say that every now and then,
there is a time and a place for vibrators and they can really spice things up and be playful.
For someone like myself, who uses a vibrator on her clit maybe three times a year at best (because I prefer the touch of my partners lips and tongue , pubic bone and fingers) the added pleasure of a vibrator with this little electric shock therapy device was AMAZING and sent me quickly over the edge of pleasure.
So what is the moral of my tale today you may ask?
The moral is,
EXPLORE your body.
EXPLORE your mind.
Sex whether it is with someone or by ourselves is to be about embodyment of self,
connection to bliss,
an opening to rapture,
and DISCOVERY of self.
Sex is a beautiful way to explore our levels of pleasure.
So what is holding you back from saying YES to yourself?
What is preventing you from fully embracing your JOY,
Is it fear, like it was for me around the exploration of something new?
As my 21 year old daughter always says, ” You can’t knock it until you have tried it at least once.”
I fully agree and actually believe that we should allow for two times of trying something new before knocking it.
Because the first time, our limbic systems are not at ease, we are caught in our heads and over thinking things too much, like I did for 5 years around this toy, we are not present in the moment for many reasons.
The second time, we have a better chance of being present and feeling into the event because we sorta know what to expect.
Now we can actually experience it,
and make a decision.
So don’t knock something, just because it sounds strange,
makes you go WTF? or even causes you a little concern.
If it is safe, if your boundaries are kept, then be a YES to yourself.
A yes to your pleasure.
And as always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
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