MY INTIMACY SHARE ON CURRENT FAMILY LIFE BLESSINGS- FROM A MOTHERS HEART – WHAT I HAVE LEARNED
Feeling in love this morning as I get ready for the day and the next two weeks of adventure. I am in gratitude for the lessons and experiences of my past,
as without them I would not appreciate that which is with me today in my relationships, lifestyle, and being. It is so obvious to me how easy it is to take things for granted until we are faced with the not having them and sometimes we have to go through great suffering to appreciate that which our heart desires.
The simple little things mean so much.
It’s the smile from your child when they see you walk in the door.
It’s the warm embrace from your partner for no reason.
It’s the kind acts of service, no matter how small that show such care.
It’s the time taken for a conversation without attention to some device.
It’s the snuggling before bed or the good morning kiss.
When Levi makes me breakfast unexpectedly my heart smiles and I feel so blessed.
Every day when Zach chooses to stop in and chat with me before going home, I feel blessed.
When Sam comes and shares her awe over Dameion’s newest milestones or just sits and has a beautiful deep conversation with me about women-hood, I feel blessed.
When Rebekah comes in and shares her latest mommy experience or challenge, or when she just walks up to me and gives me a big hug and say, “I love you., ” I feel blessed.
When Jules asks to go out with me for whatever reason but I can tell she actually needs to just have a moment with mom to share something happening and is uncertain how else to ask for it, I feel blessed.
When Zak Miller, rounds the corner in my house and walks over to me and gives me a big hug before anything else or sits and talks from his beautiful heart, I feel blessed.
When Eniqueo and I tease each other and we laugh, or we compete in love over a good game of darts, I feel blessed.
When Gabe, wakes up in the morning and snuggles next to me and says, “I want you to be my snuggle buddy.” or rushes to help me do something without being asked, I feel blessed.
When Rowan grabs me and hugs so tight I can barely breathe and claims me all for himself, ” My mommy!” or takes my hand and asks me to read him a story and snuggle, I feel blessed.
When Kia, Andrew and J storm in my home and run to me with smiles and big hugs, I feel blessed.
When Dameion looks with his big eye’s up at me while I am feeding him his bottle and smiles while slurping back his milk, I feel blessed.
When Steve stops everything he is doing because he noticed that something was not right with me without me saying anything and gives me a hug or when he does all the little things that are actually big things to take things off my table, I feel blessed.
When I catch that mental snapshot of a moment that is awe inspiring of my family connecting and loving, laughing and being them, I feel blessed.
My life is so crazy busy.
My life has so many beautiful souls,
these that I shared a fragment of what I am blessed by and so many other dear friends and sister/brother souls who just light up my world with them just being in it and choosing to share pieces of their life with me.
It is mornings like this morning,
that I am reminded that life has not always been like this.
Life has always been full,
and there is always drama.
But not that very long ago,
my children wanted to be around me but the energy in our home was not supportive.
The laughter and joy,
the deep connective moments,
the family enviroment,
the thought to another,
the connection between myself and my partner,
the love that I so badly wanted to feel,
it was not there.
It was vacant.
And my heart hurt because of it.
My children suffered for the lack of it.
And my lesson is to never settle for so little of such a valuable thing again.
One of the biggest blessing that our lives can have is the blessing of connection.
The blessing that people,
the people that we cherish want to be with us,
From my blessed mama heart to yours,
appreciate your blessings and put your focus on them.
They are what make life so beautiful.
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The leap of faith.
The leap of inspired action.
The leap of true love.
That is what we crave.
That is what we want.
That is what we fear.
When we leap, we also risk.
And there is this feeling that we could die.
This feeling of jumping out of a plane,
into the unknown,
and we question if our shoot will open,
or worse yet if we remembered to put our shoot on even.
So we focus on all that could go wrong.
We focus on all that is not happening.
We look at the evidence,
and we get caught up in the strings of what is not even reality.
Talk a big game.
Speak of soul alignment.
Say that we have prayed about it.
Share our faith about our success with everyone we can.
But internally, we are anxious.
And full of doubt.
We can taste the joy of our success.
We can feel the excitement of FINALLY having what we want to manifest so bad,
but that damn little voice in our head,
that voice that wants to sabotage us.
Alright, alright, I hear you.
I get it.
I am stupid.
I am ugly.
I am not worthy.
I an pathetic.
I am a bad person.
I don’t know what to do.
And we weep.
We shake in fear of all the crap that we feed ourselves.
We are sure to fail.
We must try.
We owe it to ourselves.
To our loved ones.
We want so badly to prove that we are worthy.
And so we listen to a guru.
We sign up for a program.
We get serious!
We put our head down,
and we get to work.
Yes we must write down our goals.
We must focus on our weak muscles and build them stronger by knowing our weakness.
And overcoming it.
We must get up earlier.
Stay up later.
Do everything that feels forced, scary, and hard.
We must MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!
And so we struggle a bit longer.
And we prove to ourselves how undeserving and stupid we are.
How success is not meant for us.
We look out into the world and we see everyone doing so great,
but we fully understand that we don’t have the skills to make it happen.
So we lower our heads.
We take our loss.
And we put the ball down on what we are so called too.
We turn away from our dreams.
And we make excuses.
Yes here is where so many people are RIGHT NOW.
As I sit here a third of the way through the first month of the new year, I see so many of you beautiful people struggling.
Companies are laying off.
Pink slips are hitting so many people without any fair warning.
The government is under challenges.
Causing issues with our taxes,
causing issues with our mail,
with so many things.
We have come through the joy and stress of the holidays,
we have hopes and goals for the new year,
and we are loosing focus already.
I hear so many speaking about what they cannot have.
Settling already for another year of the SAME.
But there is no FAITH in this.
There is no GROWTH in this.
There is no JOY/HAPPINESS in this.
And there is for sure no SOUL in this.
No your soul my love,
has all the certainty that you need to make your dreams come true.
All you need do is get in alignment to it and STOP focusing on what is not happening.
Don’t turn away from your dreams.
Don’t get discouraged about what you want that is not happening.
FOCUS on what you do have.
Focus on the joy, love, good stuff that IS in your world.
Even if it is just a small little moment.
Lean into it love.
Here is the doorway to your greatness.
Calm your mind each day.
Make space for SOUL to speak to you.
Make time for yourself to connect to God.
Soul alignment ONLY comes from creating a space of stillness and listening.
Here is where you GAIN EVERYTHING.
And when you hear the call,
you feel the turn on.
Then you can LEAP with Inspired Guidance and take Inspired Action.
Here is where you will discover that as you take your focus off of all that you think you should be doing,
and you simply create space for it to happen,
that is will just manifest with ease and speed.
A focus on feeling good.
Change your focus.
Change your life.
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