When Life Is A Fight.

Life can be a fight.
Life certainly can be a struggle.
And you know how crappy that can feel,
When it seems like you are rubbing your penny’s together trying to make ends meet.
Living pay check to pay check,
Or maybe not even knowing if there will be a pay check or where funds will come from.
You sit in the fear of not knowing,
You feel the burning desire to have things be different,
You look into the eyes of your children and avoid your own in the mirror.
Plotting and planning,
Looking at opportunities,
Trying to keep hope alive but feeling the stress of reality.

Life can be fight in these moments.
You are fighting for what feels everything.
Fighting for survival.

And you know how you can change it?
You can change it by simply stopping to fight.

Stop fighting for your suffering.
Stop fighting for the scarcity of everything you desire.

Stop arguing on behalf of why the life that you want is not showing up.

Do you get it beautiful?
Can you see that all your fearing and stressing,
Your reasoning as to why it is the way that it is and your need to chitter chat and gossip about how messed up things are in your world is the true culprit of creating your mess.

Yes beautiful,
You are fighting the fight,
Because you feel like thats what you should do.
You are sharing your stories because you want it recognized that you are suffering despite all your focus, time and hard work.

You are wanting others to pat you on the head and say that they see you,
They see all you are doing and support that its not fair.
To say that you are so deserving and they too don’t get why things are the way they are.

Yes beautiful,
You are fighting to keep alive your suffering and lack.
You are fighting to be understood for your not having.
You want it to be okay.
And so you argue with anything or anyone who says it could be different.
Including your own heart and soul.

Its hard to hear our truth,
Its challenging to be responsible for our lives.
But if you are to ever have your dreams manifest,
Then its time to get clear.

Life is only a fight when you are the one fighting with it.

You were born to be thriving.
Born to experience well being in all areas.
You were born to feel the path beneath each step that you take and take it in ease,
Because your nature is that of one who lives in flow and creates consciously,
But you my beautiful are fighting against your truth.

And arguing in favor of the life you claim to want to change.

Its time though.
Its time to step forth and look yourself in the eyes,
To acknowledge the fears and support you have been offering those fears.

Its time claim the life that you were born to live,
The love that you were born to embrace,
The abundance that you were born to experience,
Its time beautiful to claim it all.

Take just 20 seconds out of your chaotic day to sit with yourself,
In stillness and rest,
Rest your mind and heart on a dream and hold it up to the heavens of your soul to be revealed.
But you must hold on to it from a place of having,
A place of loving,
And let go of the argument.
Let go of the fight.

In love this Mothers Day Weekend to all the mama’s out there who work so hard at keeping it all together and raising their babies ❤.
You were born to lead mama,
You were born to create,
Let your children see the superwoman that you are.

Live Unbound and free.

As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

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Is Your “WHY” The Reason for Your Loss?

We all got them. We all know how bad they are for us. We all still can’t help ourselves. And so we make them. We use them. And we feel like we are justified somehow most of the time.
You know what I am talking about. It’s the damn thing that keeps holding you back. It’s the damn effing thing that you know you need to push right past but don’t.
And why?
Because it’s your child.It’s your mate.It’s your health.It’s your time.It’s your finances. It’s your level of education.It’s yeah, yeah, yeah…..
Alright we get it….You have a great reason.
Don’t we all?

You have a freakin’ great reason as to why you can’t. Why you should not.And how this or that is truly holding you back.Holding you still. You just need to pause. You just need to get out of debt. You just need to get ahead some. You just need your kids all in school. You just need to ease in before you approach your mate. You just need to make sure that you can make the time. You just…..
Yeppers…
That’s all so true.
NOT!!!
Its all bullsh*t.
You don’t need to wait for any of that to live the life you were born to live.
You don’t need any of that to create the abundance, the freedom, the happiness, YOUR DREAMS.
And you sure as f*ck DON’T need to WAIT.
But you are. And the waiting is getting old. The waiting is draining you. The waiting….will the waiting ever be over?
Or will life end before the waiting?
And that is what you should be worried about. You should not be worried about all these things. And if you are striving to have your dreams manifest for some of these excuses which are also your reasons, then why….
why my dear are you still sitting on your thumb waiting?
What do you think waiting will accomplish?
Will you wait long enough and suddenly have enough money to buy that business or write that book?Or will the money just come and go as money always does. And you will still be waiting, wishing you had not waited till now, but willing to wait till later still to do the damn thing that you know that you must do if you will live the life that your soul is calling you to live.
Or will you ever have the time or the energy to just add in another thing and build your dreams with the focus that you know it will take?
Or will you sit there, waiting for the time, waiting for the energy, waiting for the focus, and watch your life drift by. Just like it has been the last five years. The last ten, twenty or whatever the eff it has been…. Don’t you think, that if you had just said yes to yourself maybe somewhere back there, and done the damn thing, just got started that, maybe, maybe you might be closer to your dreams then where waiting has gotten you?
IDK, Maybe I am just being crazy. Maybe I am being irrational. I mean what do I know….
You know what I know…I know that my WHY can also be one of my biggest challenges to success. I know that if I allow my why to become my excuse, that it will quickly. and it will destroy the possibility of me manifesting the life that I want for myself, for my children, for all that I care for. I know that my WHY, can easily grow into a fierce darkness, stopping me from moving forward.
And I can tell you that I love my why enough to tell my why to get the eff out of my way and not hold me back.
I have chosen to make what feels like sacrifices in a way for a short period of time so that I can guarantee my success.
I have set my desires out, and I have written out my goals.I know that the excuses that I might have, and some of them are some damn freakin’ doozies at that, are not here to help me succeed. No matter how logical they may seem. No matter how heart jerking they might be.No matter how “in alignment” they may appear, they are still the DAMN THINGS that prevent.
Prevent us from living the life that God intended.Prevent us from SAYING YES! to ourselves.Prevent us from THRIVING.
So why do you keep allowing them into your world dear?Why do you keep making space for all that, that does not serve you?Why do you keep believing the falsities of this world and denying your power love?
You better figure it out.And when you do, hope you have not waited to long that your dreams became another’s and were lost to you this lifetime.
Because you my dear, came here with a purpose. And purpose was to SHINE.
You will never accomplish that by hiding underneath those beautiful excuses….
I mean reasons. 🙂
So as always,

Stop Existing & Start Living

“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

Oh Girl…Stop Holding Yourself Back.

Oh girl you are so effing turned on. 
Its like you rounded a corner and now you are hot to trot for every yummie thing that presents itself to you. 
And damn girl you know that you are wanted too. 
You know that what you got is something special. 
You know that if you dare flaunt it just a little, 
you are bound to piss a few peeps off, 
but that’s how it works right?
You piss some peeps off by shining oh so bright. 
And the one’s who love that light of yours will be your tribe.

So why are you holding back girl?
Why are you still hiding there in your shadows. 
Afraid to step all the way out and just go, 
BAMB!!!!!!
Here I am world!
Here I am and you know what?
I am one turned on bad a*s woman. 
There I said it. 
I claimed it. 
I am powerful and I am no longer satisfied with just sticking my toe in the pool. 
I want to swim. 
I want to totally soak up that luscious experience of turn on. 
I want to shine, 
and mask no more. 
hide no more.

Oh girl! just let yourself fly. 
Trust in your wings. 
They are beautiful. 
They are bold. 
They will carry you and they will clear the darkness for so many others who need you to lead them.

You know what I am saying here. 
You can feel it at your core. 
Seriously love. 
Just pause for a moment from all your busy work, 
all that you aim to side track yourself with and effing PAUSE.

So that you can feel. 
Feel that power inside of you. 
It feels like a dragon waking from its slumber does it not. 
Its beautiful.
Its bold.
Its fierce. 
Its strong. 
And it is YOU Baby!

You are that eruption, 
waiting to happen. 
You are that fierce fire that will conquer all those demons that you think are lurking in your shadows but are actually only illusions of others peoples fears that you have been available too.

You know what to do. 
So pause, 
stretch into yourself and FEEL your greatness.

Feel.

You are the light. 
But you must step into your own light before anything else happens.

Claim Yourself Today!
And Always Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

What’s Your Norm?

It’s f-cking AMAZING to be able to say that you live life the way you want to.
 
It’s f-cking AMAZING to be able to look into someone’s eye’s and just drop down into your body and show up however you may feel, without any fear of being accepted or not.
 
It’s f-cking AMAZING to embrace your gift’s and talents and experience God/Universe supporting you in your commitment to soul alignment.
 
It’s f-cking AMAZING to wake up and to feel proud of yourself for the decisions that you have made and for the results that life is giving you because of them.
 
This is my life.
Can you say the same of your’s?
 
Do you live like this?
How would you describe your life?
( feel free to share a few statements in the comments on your life.)
 
Are you a .01%er person who COMMANDS in your life experience and blessing or do you just settle in and let life wash over you however it feels?
 
Do you look for opportunities to grow, expand and heal or do you surrender yourself to blame, guild, shame and regret?
 
What is your norm?
What are you accepting for this moment in your life?
What do you feel you would like to call into your life that you currently do not have?
What do you need to say good bye to to have this?
 
These are the soul questions that you MUST ask and ANSWER of yourself to achieve the results that you want.
Without asking these questions,
you will never fully know:
who you are
what to do
what you want.
 
Many times in life we choose to walk away from ourselves,
we do so with good reason,
but at the end of the day,
we will find ourselves facing death with regret, sadness and bitterness.
There is no one to blame either.
That is no one but the person who looks back at us in the mirror.
 
In life we get more caught up on what someone else thinks or their perspectives of us then we do about what we feel and think about ourselves.
We make many a decision based not on what is actually good for ourselves,
but what we feel will make another happy.
Will keep the peace.
There are times for this reasoning for sure,
however we must always STOP and PAUSE for a moment
and ASK ourselves if we really feel good about it or if this “thing” will lead us to some of the lower vibrations above?
 
The path to manifesting the life your soul wants,
the life that you most likely feel in your gut, ‘but may believe that you cannot have for whatever reason,
is not laid with your passive boundaries,
with your reasonable compromises,
with your lack of focus, fear, doubt, jealousy or excuses.

 

NO F-CKING WAY!!!!!

 
The path that you feel in your heart and soul, in your gut,
is laid with your passion, your commitment, your boundaries, your voice, your heart, your sweat, and your love for this life. It is measured by your joy. Not your pain.
 
We all have our stories we can share about our heartaches and struggles,
we have all suffered and felt pain and anger.
These tales unfold us,
they birth us into who we are,
they are chapters in our life,
but they will ONLY define us if we allow them too.
 
Those who are the .01%.
Those who are the one’s who WILL NOT SETTLE.
Those who feel the desire and recognize it for all that it is offering,
these are the one’s,
who step forward no matter what is at stake.
Who ask the hard questions.
Who stare themselves in the eye and say ” I love you, you are worth it.”
Who understand that the worst thing that can happen in this life is to die with your music still in you.
 
These are the one’s that I call to today.
This is the tribe that I crave to venture forward with.
These are the ONE’S.
 
Will you come with me into the final quarter of of this year and into 2019 CLAIMING YOUR LIFE?
 
Or will you settle?
 
It is always your choice,
It never has been any other way than this,
you cannot finger point any longer,
if you embrace your worth,
your soul,
your darkness,
and ask these questions above?
 

It is all YOU BABY!!!!

So WTF do you want to do with this life?

 
As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
 

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Carry Me Away

I am the woman who wants it all.
I want the Hollywood romance.
I want the worship.
I want the respect.
I want the abundance.
I want to be whisked away on along weekend to a surprise destination.
I want to be the center of someone’s world.
I want to feel the love streaming from his eye’s as much as his heart.
I want to be penetrated to my core in our love making.
I am a woman who wants it all.
 
I want to be carried away.
 
Yes, I want to be carried away like two lovers in a hot air balloon. Floating gracefully over the fields and houses below. Drifting off into the sunset, captured in an embrace that lives a lifetime.
 
I want it all.
 
As crazy as this idea sounds,
As scarce as it is in our world,
and as a coach who has spent years working with people who want the same, but never achieve it, never even taste of its sweetness,
I KNOW that it is possible.
 
I want it all.
I have tasted it before.
I crave its essence again in my life.
I KNOW it is possible.
 
The delicate moments of this hollywood romance may not be here forever, may only come here and there, but when they are here, I want to be embodied by them fully.
 
I want to open to them.
I want to be penetrated by them.
 
This morning as I sit out back writing in my journal,
casting my magical lyrics into the heavens, I heard the pressure of air being forced into a hot air balloon. There was a stillness in the energy, it was a peacefulness between the sound of the air pumps. Tapping into the rhythm of my heart and soul, I could feel the amazement, the love, the joy, the awe of being carried away in the balloon.
 
I stood and looked above the roof of my home, here a beautiful hot air balloon glided over my rooftop.
 
The ease.
The peace.
The flow of it.
 
They were being carried away.
The romance of the moment, even though it was not mine first hand dripped down on me as they drifted through the sky above.
 
Memories of my first hot air balloon ride fluttered up in me, bringing with it positive vibes of a moment in my past that brought a smile to my face and a longing in my soul.
 
I want it all.
I want to be carried away.
I want that flow.
I want that Hollywood romance.
 
I stood there in awe,
I stood there in bliss of a memory,
I stood there as my heart felt its joy,
I stood there as my heart felt it’s pain.
 
Breathing it in, I felt myself LONGING.
The wistful feeling of wanting.
 
A time that had past.
 
Was it lost forever?
Was the romance I craved gone forever?
 
I want it all.
Perhaps I am a crazy school girl,
innocent in her idea’s of love and life.
Believing that I can have it all and not settling for less than my soul’s desire.
 
Perhaps.
 
Perhaps not though.
 
Maybe this balloon drifting gracefully over my rooftop this morning was an awareness or a call to action of my soul. Perhaps it was something more than just me being a spectator to someone’s else’s joy.
 
Perhaps it was God saying, “Claim your life girl!”
 
What do you want?
What do you desire?
Find your flow and it is yours.
 
Ask and the door will open.
 
All that we desire, desires us as well.
I want it all.
I want to be carried away.
By my dreams.
By my lover.
By the romance.
By life.
 
I want to open to the rapture that this life is to be.
Romance is more than a Hollywood movie. Romance is about opening up and being penetrated by life in ALL WAYS.
 
We only do this through our allowing.
Allowing ourselves to feel the romance.
Feel the joy.
Feel the pain.
Feel the connection.
Feel the disconnect.
Feel the bliss.
 
Allowance is CLAIMING.
Allow yourself to DESIRE.
Allow yourself to be the center of your universe.
Ask for your souls f-cking desires.
 
Allow yourself to be carried away by your soul.
God wants you to fly.
God wants to penetrate your life.
God wants you to impregnate the universe with your desires.
God wants you to CLAIM your life as a righteous child of his.
 
This means to NOT step away from yourself.
This means to STOP hiding from your worthiness.
This means to ACCEPT your greatness.
 
You want to have it all?
You want the romance?
You want the orgasm?
You want the abundance?
 
Then effing STOP the insanity of running away from it and simply JUST CLAIM IT.
 
It is there for you.
Just like it is there for me.
 
I am CLAIMING my life.
Will you Claim Yours as well?
 

Will you?

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