TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS BECOMING EVIDENT
TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS BECOMING EVIDENT
There is a necessary evil,
A violence in discovery.
And we don’t want to face its existence.
But that does not change the fact that it is there and it is necessary.
For us to evolve, to expand and awaken we must come to terms with it.
For when we awaken, and stand on the brink of the world that we once knew and the world that awaits us, we will feel torn apart at our very existence.
We will seize to exist as we have been and we will be forced to recognize who we are at our core.
It will be terrifying and beautiful.
And we must storm with courage toward it if we are to have the life that we desire that we were born to live.
The defiance of such will cause your utter destruction and yet by leaning into the fires of your purification and awakening to your power you will expect the same.
And to a degree you are accurate.
However without this destruction of the old self,
Of the world that you cling so tightly too,
You will never have anything that your soul desires and was born to live for.
You will be no more,
Only leaving in your place a skeleton of who you actually are.
Hungry to have flesh on your bones,
You will wonder the world aimlessly,
Depressed, anxious and fearful.
Lost in the world and in yourself.
You will mimic and hide under the masks of those you envy.
Not knowing self.
And here is where you must stand,
Stand for you my love.
Know your worth.
Have grace for where you have been.
Take stance to where you are going,
And run.
Set free your inner child,
Set free the wolves of your soul and let your heart escape its bounds and shackles.
The day is afresh,
Your life is before you,
The new world is calling.
Go unto her my love.
She hungers to give to you.
She wants to swallow you up in her rhythm and song,
Have you dance upon her flesh,
And laugh into her mysteries.
But you must claim it.
You must allow it and demand for it.
It will never be handed to you without your asking.
But once asked for it will be given.
You are the seeker,
Do not remain blind any longer.
You are walking the tightrope of your life,
Which way will you fall?
It is time that you see one way is up and the other down.
You have heaven and hell at your feet.
It is time to choose.
Will you settle for what you have always known?
Or will you awaken and see the evidence of your soul’s arrival.
The shifting in time.
You are being called too.
Lifted up.
The angels support you.
Your shadow fears.
It is not of creator,
Not your truth or destiny.
Turn away and run toward the path.
Where two different worlds become evident.
Lest you let go of the reigns of your very life to salvage what will have you lost and hungry.
Broke and battered by the currents of this chaotic world.
Washing and racking you upon its treacherous shores.
You will not be able any longer to have discernment, nor love.
Compassion will fall to the side and you will be haunted by its remembrance.
This is the life that you fight for.
This Is the war on self and soul.
Can you survive?
Make amends today my love,
With self.
And open your wings to the heavens.
Drop the skeletons that you believe are yours,
And enter your rightful place.
You are worthy, beautiful and strong.
Time to own your reality.
KNOW THYSELF.
Breathe.
And expand.
Open.
Open.
Open.
Set free the prisoner,
The prisoner that is you.
It’s time to claim your life,
Now and forever.
As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
Get The F-ck Out Of The Way!
GET THE F-CK OUT OF THE WAY!
Who’s way?
Your way.
Damn straight baby,
You are in your way.
And you have been blocking yourself from hearing the messages of the universe,
For years now.
It’s time you stop accepting so little for your life.
This world needs you to get ignited in your power.
You see by sitting back and squelching your light, your wisdom, your heart,
You are denying all those whose life you could positively impact your gift.
By keeping yourself locked up,
For the awesome reason of fear,
Or some wound you endured back then,
You are limiting your touch on this world.
The people in your life that you claim to love,
That you say are the reasons that you are holding back for,
Well guess what,
You are not loving them more or doing them any favors by not being 100% you in your radiant power.
No.
In truth you are hindering them.
You are not offering them their best life.
And certainly are not thriving.
You say you are a teacher,
A preacher,
Enlightened,
A crusader,
A parent,
A friend,
A lover….
Well time to grow a pair, love.
Time to stand the f-ck up and open your ears to the guidance that is all around.
God is reaching out to you.
The angels are screaming for you to hear them.
Your SOUL is churning inside.
And yet there you sit.
Stubborn in your fear and pain.
Where will it ever take you baby?
Where will you end up?
Feel that pit in your stomach as you embrace the reality that you only have this present moment to decide who you are and what you want for.
You get to choose your next step.
You get to open the door to the rest of your life.
You get to point yourself in the direction that makes you feel good.
Did you read that?
The direction that makes you feel good.
Yeah.
And what’s going to feel good?
Staying in the same pattern that you have been in all these years,
Or getting out of your own way?
If you choose option A,
Please stop reading now. I am not talking to you in this message.
If you chose option B,
Well then start stepping baby.
I know how terrifying it can feel to finally say yes to yourself.
I know its shaky ground to step forward and have faith that you can do it.
That breaking free you won’t find yourself being too much or not enough.
I get it that change can feel challenging.
But the reality is this….
If you truly want to be that ignited powerhouse that you are.
Thriving in life, love, health and wealth…
Well you HAVE GOT TO MAKE WHAT IS FAMILIAR UNFAMILIAR.
There ain’t no other way around it.
You know what you have been getting with what you have been choosing so far.
So what do you say love?
Are you ready to not just crack open the door,
But blow it the f-ck off its hinges and say yes.
Yes to your life of abundance.
Yes to happiness.
Yes to feeling good.
Yes to turning your attention to what feels good.
Yes to your soul.
I sure hope so.
‘Cuz you deserve it.
But in truth….
Only a few actually blow the door off its hinges.
Most crack it a bit and then let their fear creep back in and they slam the door shut tighter than before. They get nervous with walking a new path in life.
But this ain’t you, right?
Right.
So let’s do this.
Let’s do it now.
Time to say F-CK YES!!!
And remember,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers “
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Who Have You Chosen To Be?
Are Bad Eggs Always Bad?
WHAT IF ONE PERCEIVED BAD EGG CHANGED THE WORLD FOR THE BETTER?
Let’s consider this craziness for a second, shall we?
Many years ago, I was studying the ancient spiritual science of kabbalah, it was a powerful tool of deep revelation that I still use daily today and have based much of my works on.
I recall my teacher sharing a tale that went something like this:
“There was a man whose son was dying. He went to the doctor and the doctor told him there was nothing more that could be done for the boy, all he could do was pray. The man being a wise man and understanding the power of the light
(good), decided that there WAS SOMETHING MORE that could be done and he set off that very night to find three men to pray with him.
Now you may think he ventured out to find three holy men, wise and religious men, men who believed and did good daily,
but NO….
this is not at all what he chose to do.
He went looking for three men who were rugged and lost in their ways, who were considered “bad or evil even.”
And he found them.
to each man he pleased to come sit and pray over his boy,
and somehow he convinced these men who were robbers, rapists and murderers to come and sit by his dying son’s bed and pray with him.
And they did.
All the towns people thought him crazy,
a fearful, sad and desperate man of a dying boy.
They believed that he had totally lost his mind.
The bad men and the father sat that very night by the boy’s bed, they bowed their heads and they focused on their prayers for healing for the boy.
The night grew into day and the men stayed with the father and his son praying.
When the sun rose,
the boy awoke as well from his slumbers of illness.
He stood and he walked about, hugged his father,
he was saved.
The prayer had been answered.
The boy was healed.
He was going to live.
And the men who prayed over him were forever changed as well.”
The moral of this tale that was shared with me some many years ago is simple.
When one, two or even three bad eggs who find it natural to do evil and sin turn toward the light and choose to do good,
no matter the reason in that moment,
they open themselves up to be a humongous vessel of good.
They are a powerful catalyst to change, to healing and growth.
You see for all those who do good in this world,
their ego or darkside is just as large as that brilliant good side that they choose to live in,
and the same is equally true for those who live in their ego or shadow self, the light that can be revealed from them is GREAT.
And when they do so they become a great moment of positive force.
In our recent world times we are witnessing just this.
There is massive destruction happening in one way and there is massive healing and awareness in another.
Due to one man.
Now the message that he has highlighted for not just the USA but the world at this time is a message and awareness that has needed to be brought into the light for centuries.
But if we look at this man who seems to be a catalyst for world change and awareness about racism and violence against color,
we will discover a man that is less than a good doer.
No this man who is changing the world for the better with his life that was taken and his final statement of,
” I can’t breathe.”
He was certainly no Martin Luther King Jr.
He served much time in prison and jail.
He did many very bad things to good people.
And none of this is being spoken of at great length.
And you know what?
Thats AWESOME.
Because it’s not about his track record.
It’s about the purpose of his life that is greater than what of us can fully understand in the midst of this chaos and rage.
The message that is being sung around the world today,
it is about him being a catalyst to change,
even though he most likely had no clue about what his life was actually going to do.
His death is SAVING LIVES.
Making changes to our world for the better.
And although his death is wrongful in every way, due to it, our world has hit a tipping point.
God works in mysterious ways they say.
And perhaps this is evidence of one of those ways.
We have a grander purpose then we realize,
no matter our history,
our race, religion, sex, wounds, income or education.
We all have a mission in this game of life,
and if you think that someone died without meaning,
THINK AGAIN.
Change is upon us.
Awareness is happening in multiple subject areas of our lives.
And with awareness grows understanding, love, compassion, freedom, connection, humanity.
We as a world GOT THIS.
Amended due to comments shared from readers who misunderstood my intent and words and missed my direct statement.
In ABSOLUTELY NO WAY am I condemning Floyd’s wrongful death nor any other. Nor am I trying to spiritually bypassing anything.
If you choose to read above fully,
You will see clearly that I am saying that it’s awesome that his past is not coming up for debate as much as one might expect it too, considering everything that has been shared about it.
That this matter is NOT about his track record.
I am simply seeing the truth of our world being at a critical point, similar to what we had happening in 1968, where we have in our face the realness that what should no longer be an issue, still is. And that is wrong and sad.
No one should have to fear their day to day lives as I witness so many black Americans doing. Skin color should never be a deciding factor for anything, and police brutality has skyrocketed yet again toward blacks especially
I am also not saying that his purpose was to die to make this happen nor that he chose it. But instead stating that, at least his death is the straw that broke the camel’s back for us in 2020. Positive transformation seems to be coming from his death, and if one is killed or died of unnatural causes then at least let’s see that there can be something positive rise from the wrong doing.
I stand by my statement of awareness is happening.
It is greatly needed.
No human being of any race, sex, belief should live in fear of doing life’s simplest everyday events. Our police are here to serve and protect and although many officers are good, many have lost their way and are not serving and protecting but using their badges in a sick power play on civilians.
It is time for change.
The Land Of Nobody…
Good Morning Beautiful!
How did you sleep?
Were your slumbers restful and pleasant or did they have you tossing in your bed?
Did you wake refreshed, vibrant and charged for this day or are you among the many of the walking dead,
those who cannot bear the idea of waking because it’s just another groundhog day?
Day in and day out,
the same events,
the same stories,
the same people.
Waking with a feeling of “why?”
And does any of it,
Especially me, even matter?
Looking about your life and questioning if anyone truly cares.
Or are they only there for what you have to offer,
at their convenience.
Yes, you know that feeling.
That feeling of,
“Nobody sees me. Nobody loves me. Nobody cares.”
This beautiful is the Land of Nobody.
And it is not a pretty place to reside.
It is not a place that you can manifest your dreams from,
it will never call into your life your ideal lover,
the money that you crave for,
the health or success.
It will never bear the fruit of happiness.
Because you see beautiful,
the Land of Nobody,
is a fictitious land that you have created your misery from.
It is a land that you have bought into,
because it is what you feel comfortable in.
Oh yes,
I just said that beautiful.
The Land of Nobody is one that brings you comfort.
That is a hard pill to swallow I know.
But it is so true.
Just as true as it is that this land will not bring you what you claim you want for,
and most certainly will not bring you what your soul is calling you toward,
and you see THAT is exactly why you are feeling so lost in yourself,
so alone,
so unloved,
so fearful,
so unseen,
unheard,
uncared for or valued.
And it is from this place of “UN” that you keep calling in the evidence to support your comfort in suffering.
You feel all the “UN” because IT IS NOT TRUE.
Your soul KNOWS differently.
Your soul see’s who you really are and what your life has to offer,
but you are withholding yourself from all your glory by focusing in on the finding of the evidence,
the proving to yourself and anyone who will listen,
that you are in the Land of Nobody wants me.
And the sad truth beautiful is that as long as you sit here,
focused on the “UN” and the nobody with such passion,
you will NEVER be able to “fix” the problem of what you are manifesting.
You will never feel loved.
You will never feel valued.
You will never feel wanted.
From this space.
And you will certainly not attract anyone into your world that will “MAKE YOU” feel that way.
Because you have created and keep creating a great momentum around not having it show up for you,
that even when the universe/God sends things into your life,
to show you how abundant and loved you really are,
you reject them by looking the other way,
or pushing your will onto life in an attempt to control it and “make it” happen,
thus supporting your need to show that you can’t have it without a fight.
Your belief is that life is hard.
That you must suffer.
That you have to work hard to get things that you want.
Your belief is that life is out to get you in some fashion and does not have your back.
But that belief is just a thought that you keep active by focusing on finding evidence for it.
You “think” it is such and therefore it is.
But you have to change the thoughts in your head,
and the way you are feeling about your life.
You have the WAKE THE F-CK UP.
And start witnessing what could be by putting your focus on that and then not trying to force it into existence.
God/Universe does not like being controlled like that,
Does not like having its hands tied,
and if you keep tieing them then you will keep getting what you have been,
because what you want for gets offered day in and day out,
opportunities to have it knock at your door,
but you keep your door locked up tight not allowing the Universe/God to reveal to you your value, your worthiness.
So if you won’t let the energy that has created universes to show you a brilliant life worth living and enjoying,
and all your dreams manifesting,
then how the f-ck do you ever expect the people in your life to show it to you?
YOU BEAUTIFUL have to open up to it.
You are the only one who can access any of it.
Putting your needs and desires onto others and then getting mad that they won;t do what you want,
when you want,
how you want,
is a self-centered, spoiled, egotistical action.
And will only keep providing you with not having.
So if you are among the millions who woke up today,
focused on not having what you want in life,
feeling like you are unloved,
unappreciated,
“UN” somethinged….
Then this message is directed at you.
Because I fully understand that feeling of “UN”
that feeling of walking around the Land of Nobody,
and I can tell you that no solution or joy ever came from this place.
And we each may venture into this land every now and then,
but it is up to us,
and ONLY US,
venture right back out.
So take back your power beautiful,
stop handing it over to the ebbs of your life,
stop looking to not be supported,
and instead KNOW that you are with certainty.
Know that you are loved,
because you love yourself enough to wake the f-ck up and feel it for yourself,
you love yourself enough to stop disrespecting your life,
and instead to open up to it and receive its glory.
You are worthy beautiful.
You are loved.
You are appreciated and valued.
Venture In Certainty for what you want not what you fear.
And As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
Let’s do this!
You and me,
this summer.
Break free from your shiz once and for all and fall in love with the dynamic, powerhouse that YOU are.
No one is like you.
And you have a life worth sharing,
worth enjoying.
You have one life love.
One.
Let’s make it a F-ck Yes! One NOW.
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The Only Question You Ever Need Ask Yourself to Create Your Dream Life.
How do you define your reality?
Many years ago I was attending a study group consistently focused on the technology of the soul.
In my study, I was consistently asked to witness my ego,
to see my shadow side and to know that I could never destroy it. That it was going to grow and expand side by side to my light, to my soul.
It was revealed to me in this four year in depth training that all of my suffering was by my choice. That I could let my ego feel the pain and recognize it as such,
or I could have soul damage and wounding by not letting my soul shine and speak its truth.
Now this may be a difficult conversation for some to understand. And this particular musing is not going to go into depth on it as I would do with a private client of mine,
However, the point that I wish to share with you here is one of great importance if you are among the many in the world who crave for a better life.
We get to choose.
The bible referred to this as free will.
And what is meant by this is that we have the creative ability, the power to define our reality through our will.
To define our purpose through our will means to focus our desire.
To understand that we are the co-creator of the life that we are living and that our consciousness and perspective on our life experience is what creates it.
The life that you are living right now,
did not occur right now.
It was created by the thoughts you have been thinking,
and your feelings toward those thoughts.
The pictures that you have been day dreaming or day nightmaring about.
Your reality has been manifested by your focus.
By your will.
And here is where the tough shiz happens.
It’s the reality check about your reality.
If you want to have a flowing, life based in ease,
in beauty, and love.
Where you are not attracting the drastic contrasting situations and experiences, but instead perhaps work out your contracting visions quickly with a thought or inner conversation that you let go of quickly,
then you MUST get real about who is creating your reality.
So back to the question of today.
How do you define your reality?
If I were to ask you to list three to five words or sentences that define your reality what would you say?
Perhaps you should take a moment right now to jot those down. And once you have them in writing, in front of your face where you cannot argue what your words are,
I want you to ask if this reality that you are defining is:
👉 Real – are you living it now. Are you feeling it at your core if it is not currently manifest.
👉Is this reality supportive of your best life.
👉your truth and beliefs or someone else’s.
A Lot of the time we lie to ourselves.
We look at inquiry like what I have given you here today,
and we know what we “should” be answering and so because we view it as a test,
and everyone wants to do good on the test,
we answer what we know or think the “right” responses are instead of what our truth is.
And here is how you can tell if you are doing this.
Look at what is showing up in your world consistently.
If what you are writing and what you have showing up are polar different,
then guess what?
It’s time for a REALITY CHECK,
because the last one you did was not real.
You were telling fibs to yourself love,
because it hurt.
It hurt to see your truth. It hurt to see the brutalities that you may have been painting for yourself.
It hurt that what is showing up is not as bad as what you keep painting and you just don’t feel worthy of a good life so you gotta create some drama,
so you paint some tales in your head about struggle.
Perhaps, you have a bunch of people in your life that are struggling and you just don’t fit in with them,
so you shrink yourself and make up a shitty tale to match,
to fit in.
Not realizing that if you keep telling yourself these crap tales that you will over time start to believe them at a core level and manifest them.
Or….
Maybe you are painting a beautiful picture,
one where you have the love,
the money,
the health and opportunities that you want,
but what keeps showing up is nothing of the sort.
And you wonder why.
And the why is simple luv,
You don’t believe that you are worthy of the pictures and statements that you are creating.
And what you have materializing is what you believe you are worthy of.
This is that shadow self that I was speaking of earlier,
this is where we have to let ourselves feel the pain,
but let it be held by our ego’s.
That simply means to step out of the comfort of doing what you always do which is, make excuses and come up with reasons,
and in turn have the will to move toward what you want for.
This will require you to consistently witness your ego,
witness your fear,
witness your desire to control,
witness your foul concepts of self and others,
watch the words that you speak and that you chatter on with in your head and how they make you feel,
and consistently ask yourself if it is true or not.
You must be willing to call yourself out of the darkness and into the light.
And it is going to hurt like a motherf-cker luv.
It is.
But you are worth it.
Your other choice is to let your soul suffer and carry with it the wounds of not living the life that you were called to live,
to continue to shrink yourself,
no matter the reason,
and to never taste the glory that you were born to enjoy.
How do you define your reality?
And As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
You were born worthy of so much more than what you are allowing right now.
It is time that you say YES to you.
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Today Give Yourself Permission to Fall In Love.
Giving myself permission to fall in love while in isolation.
Such a beautiful opportunity to come back to self.
To come back to what matters most in this life
and to fully embrace all that I have not yet allowed to manifest.
Can you do the same?
Imagine a world that took this time of solitude,
this time of silence,
this time of moving slower and not rushing here and there,
as an opportunity to fall in love.
To fall in love with SELF first.
To fall in love with all your own little quirks and those things you find fault in.
To fall in love with the things that you find challenging.
To fall in love with your DESIRES.
To fall in love with your hopes and your dreams.
Imagine if you sat with all the things that you think about and made a plan as to what steps you needed to take to open the doorway to you creating the life that you want.
Imagine if you did not JUST THINK about the steps but actually took action on all the ones that you could RIGHT NOW.
Imagine if you looked at the person that you “wish” you could be and that you know that you must become in order to have this life you desire and started to implement just three to five things into your daily practice that would support you fully stepping into this person who calls in those dreams and desires with ease.
Imagine if you took this time to reconnect to YOU.
To step away from the habits that you use to buffer yourself from feeling your truth.
Imagine if you looked past the things that you use to not feel and instead give yourself permission to feel your emotions, all of them.
Imagine if you allowed yourself to do some deep dive inquiry work with yourself to learn who you are right now and what your interests are without the expectations, needs or desires of others.
Imagine if you took some time today and each day to appreciate your body for supporting you the way that it does.
Imagine if you took time each day to connect to the people that you claim matter most to you.
Imagine if you slowed down even more,
and took time without any noise to really appreciate the sky.
The tree’s. The breeze. The sunshine. Nature.
Imagine if you took this time to learn something new.
Imagine if you took this moment that God is offering you and instead of focusing on the fear that the world is stuck in,
YOU…
YES YOU…
Realize your power.
Imagine what your life today could be like.
What your tomorrow would feel and look like.
Imagine with me now, a world of individuals doing just this.
Participating in a mass healing of consciousness.
A mass healing of embodiment.
A mass healing of self-love and appreciation.
A mass healing of community.
Because a better you,
is a better us,
is a better world.
But in order for this to be a real thing,
we each must do our part.
We must stop giving it only lip service and instead take action.
We must move forward with clarity in self.
This is how we turn the chaos into beauty.
Into peace.
But you must do your part, love.
You must know your worth,
know your value to today and to this world.
Knowing that in your actions,
your thoughts,
your embodiment,
you let your light be shown,
and with each light that ignites the darkness will be replaced with radiance.
We are a chosen people.
We are a people blessed by the hands of the creator.
We are a people that walk in the footsteps of greatness.
And how we progress forward is based on the choices that we each make.
SO if you think you have no power or say in the days and events to come,
THINK AGAIN.
You are the power.
You are the choice.
So live today in Self-Love and Awareness.
Dare to do something unique.
Dare to embody the self.
And As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
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