Oh girl you are so effing turned on. Its like you rounded a corner and now you are hot to trot for every yummie thing that presents itself to you. And damn girl you know that you are wanted too. You know that what you got is something special. You know that if you dare flaunt it just a little, you are bound to piss a few peeps off, but that’s how it works right? You piss some peeps off by shining oh so bright. And the one’s who love that light of yours will be your tribe.
So why are you holding back girl? Why are you still hiding there in your shadows. Afraid to step all the way out and just go, BAMB!!!!!! Here I am world! Here I am and you know what? I am one turned on bad a*s woman. There I said it. I claimed it. I am powerful and I am no longer satisfied with just sticking my toe in the pool. I want to swim. I want to totally soak up that luscious experience of turn on. I want to shine, and mask no more. hide no more.
Oh girl! just let yourself fly. Trust in your wings. They are beautiful. They are bold. They will carry you and they will clear the darkness for so many others who need you to lead them.
You know what I am saying here. You can feel it at your core. Seriously love. Just pause for a moment from all your busy work, all that you aim to side track yourself with and effing PAUSE.
So that you can feel. Feel that power inside of you. It feels like a dragon waking from its slumber does it not. Its beautiful. Its bold. Its fierce. Its strong. And it is YOU Baby!
You are that eruption, waiting to happen. You are that fierce fire that will conquer all those demons that you think are lurking in your shadows but are actually only illusions of others peoples fears that you have been available too.
You know what to do. So pause, stretch into yourself and FEEL your greatness.
You are the light. But you must step into your own light before anything else happens.
Claim Yourself Today! And Always Stop Existing & Start Living “Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
You got this! You know you do. So why are you so scared. Why are your hands shaking, your gut tense, and your breathing so shallow.
You got this beautiful. You have had it from the get go. You have done it before.
You know that you were not designed to just sit on the side lines and watch others live their dreams. No, you were made to run with the leaders. You were made to speak your truth. You were made to share that beautiful ass vision that you have in the pretty head of yours.
You have got this. And yet you still doubt. You doubt your ability. You doubt the time that you have. You doubt that you have the courage, the drive, the strength, the ability to get it all done and to do it right.
You fear that you will fail. And that makes you want to just cringe. That makes you want to cry. That makes you want to run away and hope that it all just does not follow you.
But at the same time you want it to follow. You don’t want to let go. You don’t want to hide. You don’t want to not allow.
And that is what it is really is all about, is it not?
Allowing yourself to receive your own effing greatness. Allowing yourself to stand out in the crowd. Allowing yourself to be who you were born to be.
That f-cking amazing, powerful, dynamic, soul that was born to stand out. Born to run with the 1%. Those who know who they are. Who they want to be. How powerful they can be. And are not afraid to claim that sh*t. To claim all their dreams.
Yes you got this!
And if you just simply settle into having it, it will just happen for you.
You know that all you have to do is say mother f-cking yes to yourself.
So what are you waiting for? What are you sitting around and hoping about, when it is all right there in your hands love?
You know what to do. So just go do it. Stop making those excuses. They are not becoming. There is no power in them, the power my love is all in you.
And you know you got this. So just LIVE IT. Be IT. And PROCLAIM IT.
Because you are a f-cking powerhouse. A bad a*s that knows her heart. That feels so much and knows how to claim it.
Nothing can stop you love. Unless you allow it too. And still the only thing that can stop you truly, is YOU.
You got this! and have it you shall my love.
Because every time you look in the mirror, you see your greatness. It haunts you. It claims you.
You are not like everyone else, ‘who settles for average and ordinary.
No. You are a queen. Not just any queen, you are a queen who knows her deepest truth, who desires her grandest heart to be revealed. You want to be seen. You want to make an impact. You know you have a mission love.
So realize this…. Realize that YOU are powerful. Your focus is magic. Your heart is your lead. And the universe has your back love.
So leap. Leap into that uncharted land, those waters that entice you. That you long to swim in. And let them carry you love.
Carry you to your dreams. You got this!
As Always, Stop Existing & Start Living “Coaching for Grown A*s Believers.”
It’s all fun and games until you actually have to deal with the other side.
You sit and desire certain characteristics of those in your life, and especially out of a romantic partner. Yet, I daresay that many times you are asking for a mess of contradictions.
Its easy to look at some aspirational values and personality traits and think that this is exactly what you want to pull into your life but if you aren’t careful you will end up pulling in exactly what you don’t desire.
And the funny thing is that your Ego would probably throw a tantrum and say, “But I do do desire it, I do want that, I can hold that person” but in the end you really can’t handle it.
You might desire someone who is playful and has that flirty personality that makes you feel all bubbly inside… until they are flirty and playful with others and it smacks right into your jealousy and trust issues.
You might desire someone that knows how to act like a “lady” or “gentleman” when you are out in public and can hold the proper level of poise… until they are always poised and never able to let go of that persona (even in the bedroom).
You might desire someone that has their own life and is more free flowing with the relationship. Someone that isn’t that awful word “clingy”… until they can’t be there and support you the way that you need and you never truly feel held.
And really any trait that you desire in a partner is going to have the opposite side.
It is pretty commonly known from a psychological perspective that in relationships the aspects that often attract you to your partner are also the very same aspects that can cause the greatest struggle.
There is that old saying about how men should want a lady in the streets and a freak in the streets.
We want our partners to be both sides of a coin…. And most of the time it can mean the destruction of a relationship!
Now, thankfully we are complex beings and so are not one thing or the other. If you take the above example of having a lady in the streets and a freak in the sheets… I know many women that are able to present one aspect of themselves when out at dinner parties and then turn around and have a mind-blowing sexual evening with a partner. Both are authentically them and both are aspects of who they ae.
Though these women have also worked through the stereotypes that come with both sides of the coin and know where they are authentically.
Though, lets be honest, yes I mean really honest here…
Most people are NOT doing deep personal work on a daily basis. And most people are not willing to look at when their ego’s arise in relationships. So when an aspect that is a turn on in one sense becomes a turn-off… we blame that other person. We don’t look at ourselves and where WE might be the ones that have unspoken expectations.
Many times we even struggle to admit where we struggle in relationships and where our ego’s simply can’t handle something.
You want a partner that is free, playful, open-minded but then when this pushes on your jealousy, your need for attention, and your belief that there is a certain way to “do” relationships…
Can you actually look yourself in the face or actually look that other person and say, “I don’t want you to be so free”. “I wish you weren’t so playful”, “I want you to be open-minded but just not about this topic”.
Most would look at the other person as the issue and not be able to truly say… “I am not able to hold this aspect of you”.
Again, we are complex and hold so many intricacies. Each person, situation, and experience will present a different expression of self. So what fits and is a desire with one partner or relationship could be entirely different than what fits and is a desire in another relationship.
In truth it all comes back (as always) to self and looking deep within ones self authentically. What are we desiring in our relationships? And then looking at if we truly could hold that characteristic in another if it presented to us. Where would our ego get shaken? What are non-negotiable in our relationships?
If you want freedom… how free? If you want play… how playful? If you want stable… how stable? If you want sexy… how sexy?
What can you truly, honestly, at your core hold? Get honest with yourself! And start doing your inner work to help you be able to look within when situations arise.
And more than even that… Get honest with self when someone presents something that truly won’t fit with you and your life. Don’t pretend to be okay with something that is a hard NO. This will only push you further and further out of alignment from self.
Most importantly LOVE self first and foremost. When we do this we are most able to be authentic, honest, and love another. Even if the way we are loving that other is by letting them go and be who they are authentically.
Clarity and space. Sometimes you just need one of these to get the other, and the other to get one.
The thing we must acquire in life in order to manifest all that we desire and want is a feeling of satisfaction.
How do we achieve this though?
Through clarity and space.
I don’t know if you are anything like me, but I often find it difficult to ask for what I need. Not for what I want, but for what I need.
There is a difference.
I have a difficult time asking for what I need because I don’t want to be a bother to those I care for. I tend to mother all over everyone in my life and big sister the rest. Call it only child syndrome? Or oldest daughter syndrome?
But I tend to find myself in moments where I am so full that there is no room for God to give me any more. I find myself in spaces where I can take on no more. My mental, emotional and even physical space is dangerously low.
Kind of like my cell phone and computer like to tell me frequently about their space too. Hmmmm….. maybe that is the universe telling me something huh?
And the issue with being so full in life is that it is hard to have clarity.
It is harder to find satisfaction with things. And it is even harder to manifest the things that you want because simply put….
there is no effing room for them!
Well, here is where I have been the last 90 days. OMFG!
I am so full. I feel like I have eaten Thanksgiving dinner in every breath I take. My body feels heavy. My energy feels stagnant. I am in a spiritual food coma.
Or an abundance coma. Where things are now knocking at my door and then looking in and saying, oh no, No….no….no….. you are a hoarder of all that energy.
You hoard giving too much . You hoard not saying no when you need to or want to. You hoard not asking for space. For time. For this or that.
So, now you get to sit there and feel full. Oh, so full and unsatisfied.
So like any good manifesting queen, I go after what I want. I am a smart woman. I know how to do this thing.
And so I go ask for what I want some more. And I ask some more. And I “claim to be taking time for myself” but instead I am really off giving time and energy to someone I care about. Putting my focus on them. Giving a sh*t too much. And allowing my time. My energy. My space. My boundaries. To just get trampled for the sake of love….
Or so I claim it to be that.
But truly its not about love. It is about me not wanting to look greedy. Not 100% believing that I am worthy of asking for my needs. Not wanting to let anyone down. “Cus God forbid that I let someone else down, right?”
And then after all of that, you know what happens?
Frustration. Fear. Loss of energy. Loss of focus. Clarity. Sanity. And I find myself feeling lost. Feeling hopeless. And feeling like none of it matters anyway.
And so what is the answer?
How can one in these shoes get back to stable? How can one move from this overfull state and get into satisfaction?
Pretty simple love.
Just demand SPACE.
Move yourself into a state of space. Away from all who are calling on you, even if they mean the best by their checking in, even if they are sharing love, even if they are concerned and wanting to help.
Move the F-CK AWAY from them and get some SPACE.
Realize that that is the ONLY way that you will be able to have what you want.
And to feel satisfied and get manifesting your dreams.
You don’t have to step away forever. You just need a vacation. A detox.
So just ask for it. And if you suck at asking like I do.
Then let that only child syndrome that some of us have surface in another way and stamp your feel and pitch a fit and DEMAND IT!
Because darlin’ you are worth it. And your dreams are too.
As Always, Stop Existing & Start Living ” Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
Lessons from today. For every day and all of life. I look at today like any day, as a day filled with lessons. I ask myself in moments that I struggled what I would want myself to learn had I been the one to give this challenge as a lesson. I looked deep into the souls of those I shared time and space with and desired more connection. I listened to those that touch my heart, as they spoke and my heart yearned to hear more.
Yes the lessons of today.
My lessons have never ended. Just like yours. They did not randomly just pick up at 1-am this morning when I woke to my four year old son having a nightmare, calling for me. As I realized that I had fallen asleep in the arms of a lover on my couch in front of a raging fire.
No they did not start there.
They did not start as I came to the realization that I had so much I wanted to share with this man, what my heart was feeling, or what I wanted to stand in integrity with before him, but lost to sleep.
No they did not start here.
They did not start as I felt like opportunity for a perfect communication moment, a heart to heart had been escaped without a desire to escape it. The comfort of spirit sharing with me as I looked at the clock and saw 2:22 am. ( All is as it should be).
Snuggling between my youngest two. Connected, close and nurturing. Sleeping with moments of being shook awake from the fear of what I could not see. My babies scared of lands that only they would travel.
The reality that I can only do so much. I can only hold space and love.
No they did not start here.
They did not start when I looked at my morning texts and saw beauty in words shared. The claiming of one that I am his queen. The claiming of another his love.
No they did not start here.
They did not start as I drove my kindergartner to school and he exclaimed, ” Madriella’s (that’s what my boys call me), I am always so excited to make money. Getting money is fun!” and I shared that he should never loose that feeling, that that is how we keep money flowing to us.
No they did not start here. They did not start as I sat with my client, looking into his eye’s and looking directly into his intrigued little boy, the part of him that was scared, excited and so open to grow. As I realized that he hungered for love, he desired to set down his fears and shame, and JUST BE.
They did not start when I eye gazed naked with another. Revealing all of ourselves, holding sacred space, with no need for anything more. This moment, this moment that we allowed ourselves to JUST BE, and to see deep into soul. Where we had no thought. We had no intent. We just escaped into nothing.
It was not any of these moments that were the start. It was not the witnessing of my kindergartner getting his first awards, his pride that shone so bright, that we adults hide from as to not be seen in ill light of loving ourselves too much.
It was not the moments when I watched my ex try and connect to our youngest, only to be shunned and pushed away. Witnessing my sons anger. Witnessing my ex’s pain. My ego laughed, my heart hurt. Although not my lesson, it is still the same.
It was not the sweet moments spent, watching my children light up at a surprise treat of ice cream or running and screaming without thought at the park. Arms open wide, hearts filled with joy, laughter turning to a fist fight between brothers.
What could the lesson be? But what it always is, and always will be, a lesson to JUST BE.
No it did not start here or anywhere in today, or yesterday. It is a lesson that keeps on ticking along, with every breath my soul takes in this body.
The lesson of just being, being free, being true, being in the moment.
Not judging but observing. Not thinking but accepting. Not hindering but opening.
Yes these are the moments, the moments that we are called to enjoy. The moments that we often miss.
We even try to escape them, because to JUST BE is among the most difficult of tasks God has given to each of us. To be and to receive? How can this be what we are meant to do?
Our lessons are many. And each day holds a ton. But our lessons always come back to love.
And the LOVE of self should never be forgotten, for it is the one thing that will heal us. It is the one thing that will unit us to the divine. And THRIVE we shall as we BECOME.
As Always, Stop Existing & Start Living ” Coaching for Grown A*s Believers.”
One could view it as a peaceful place. There is not a lot happening. Except for all those crazy ass thoughts. Those fears and frustrations. Oh yeah those things that prevented me from even having a good meditation today. Those things that for some reason I am insisting on carrying around today.
You know, when I first awoke at 7-am today none of this crap was with me. I woke up, felt great and then fell back asleep. That was the issue. I feel asleep. Perhaps this melancholy feeling is coming from some dream that I am not recalling. Perhaps it is because of the events of my morning. Maybe it is not even mine.
I have no clue. All I can share is that I am in a mood. I am in this mood of melancholy. Where my brain will not shut up about how I will fail. How bad of a person I am. How I should do this or that. And will not allow me the space to just breathe. To just be and to have some freaking clarity. Or hope.
You know as I sit here this afternoon and write this message to you, I also realize that i am bored.
Yes bored and melancholy. Ooooh… it’s getting better is it not. Can you feel me love?
Can you feel the lull of my energy. Can you recognize it within yourself?
What is up with this new year? I am seeing so many of my clients right now simply getting side tracked. Not wanting to do their work. Claiming they have no time. No energy. No direction. No drive.
And I get it!
I really do. I am feeling it too. But you know what?
It is still a choice.
Last week I joined a millionaire mastermind group. I took a stand for myself. For the life I want to have . For my family. For my freedom.
I know that the only way that I can expand into the person that I want to be, to have the relationships that I want to have and to be free in all ways that I desire that I have to be willing to level up my life RIGHT NOW.
I have to be willing to say YES even though I am feeling bored and melancholy.
This was my intimate share Saturday that never made its way live to you.
I spent the day in this state. I did a a powerful workshop for a beautiful group of souls in this state of being. I stayed raw, authentic and in my truth, about this state of being.
And you know what. It is still slightly lingering.
It is holding on to all that it can. It is begging for me to keep it alive today by focusing in on yesterday.
Well F-ck That!
Yet this is where we get to make a choice. Yes you and I, we can each choose what we want in our lives by deciding RIGHT NOW what we really want. And all we have to do is FOCUS on that that we desire. And focus with the intent and feeling that we already have it.
That state of melancholy is nothing more than our soul saying WAKE THE F-CK UP LOVE!!!
You have grown tired of the life you are living and the way that you are living it.
You are tired because it is no longer who you really are. Sure it may be comfortable to live this life, but is there passion in it?
Do you feel called? Curious? Challenged?
If you are anything like me, and I am going to go out a limb and say you must be something like me if you are following me and reading this, then you need to feel challenged. You crave the playfulness. The possibilities. You want to feel your heart beat rise a tad as you lean in a bit further to your AUTHENTIC self.
You want to step in and you want to feel the breeze under your beautiful wings.
But something has changed over the year. Sure 2018 was powerful. It had lots of turbulence, chaos and transformation. It most certainly got you clear on what you no longer vibe with and what you do not want to create in your life. It got you to see what you do want and has you focused on that. But something is different. The lull is here. In your heart. In your mind. In your actions.
And that is no good. You will get no where in the lull, RIGHT?
No the lull is perfect love. It is space that is needed for you to clean your internal house up. For you to take a moment to breathe and get things sorted.
The lull is Gods precious gift to you to realign. And that is what you are doing.
You are being requested to PAUSE. To know that 2018 was setting you free, and now all you need do is rest into the lull and have FAITH.
Let God carry you for this next segment of the trail as you get things settled and organized. As you take the rest of the trash out and step back from the PUSH.
You are safe. You are loved. You are worthy. And you can FLY.
Have FAITH baby that those wings you have been building all these years will open and carry you.
And they will. The way through the melancholy is to LEAP into FAITH.
Here is the action. You must do.
As always, Stop Existing & Start Living ” Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
“My chest hurts. It is tight and full. It is harboring a pain that I do not want to feel. It is this haunting level of fear. I sit here staring into the fire, with a prayer in my mind, with uncertainty in my being. And a sensation of knowing.
Not the sort of knowing that any of us want to have. No a knowing that something is wrong. My gut is in knots. My back is tense. My chest feel like it is being stabbed.
The burning. The burning of flames that I am lost in mediation will do nothing more than give visualization to the tremendous amount of heated pain that I feel. “
This was my journal entry just yesterday. The shocking reality that I was hit with through the last week of my life was just how deeply I cared for someone that I have been resisting.
And the beautiful opportunity that has been presented to me to heal my own heart and also another’s yet again in this saga I call my life.
Love f-cking hurts some days at a level that we cannot fathom. It grabs a hold of us sometimes in a flicker, makes us warm and full of butterflies. Then at other times is creeps its way in and lingers in the shadows of our doubts and fears only to make itself known when the feeling of true loss rises up. Then we are given the chance to confront our feelings, to step into the love and to vocalize.
Once vocalized we are then given yet another opportunity for growth and love to expand even more.
We are given the opportunity to stand in it. Yes to stand in the love and NOT run from it.
This can be one of the scariest experiences. Because we have to come into the reality that we are feeling something. That we have a true fear of loosing this person in our lives and that it is okay to feel it.
The fact that this triggers us in such a fashion is evidence that it is doing healing work on past wounds around love, abandonment and unworthiness.
Everyone wants to be loved. Everyone wants to be cherished. Everyone wants to be felt, seen, heard. And everyone desires for someone to just simply give a shit enough about them to miss them.
I don’t do a lot of missing people personally. I live pretty unattached, letting everyone I care for and love live as they need and without me impressing my needs upon them too much. I aim to be strong enough in myself to not necessarily need anyone to fill me, but instead to add to the fullness I already have.
I love deeply. And as a I was just sharing with a lover the other day, those who love me deeply back and I share a level of full being intimacy with and unconditional love with will NEVER leave my heart. I will forever be in love with them no matter how the relationship evolves.
This is where the unconditional aspect comes into play. It is based from not needing anyone, but instead accepting the gift of their love and giving the gift of our love back.
Because that is what love is : A GIFT.
And it cannot be forced. It cannot be made to happen according to how we perceive it needs too. It is just a gift that is given over time and within a second. It is just a gift that can only be felt when we are truly present with our own hearts enough to experience the offering of another’s.
Yet we lock ourselves up in these neat and tidy little boxes. We hide from our hearts out of the fear of getting stung by love. We fear that what we want to gift will not be reciprocated or appreciated and even worse that we are not worthy of being gifted it back.
This is nothing more than triggers of past hurts keeping our emotional armor up and preventing us from opening to the gift.
Love it offers us pain and pleasure. It teaches us about our depths, it teaches us about our darkness, and it shows us our light.
I have been sitting with multiple things the last few days based on a love scenario.
As I sat without knowing if my love was safe, was well or where they were in this world I found myself first and foremost deeply concerned for their well being. I questioned myself about any feelings of past abandonment creeping in and I was a hard core no to that as I trust this persons integrity pretty firmly. When I leaned into my heart and into my core ( my genitals as I reefer to them as my GPS a.k.a intuition) I felt that this was not a goodbye or a run away but something dealing around well-being. So I focused on that concern. Feeling helpless, I chose to investigate as much as I could and to try to get the answers I needed to set my mind and heart at peace.
God would soon come to my rescue as usual. Gifting me with a confirmation of life.
Once solved I found myself now dealing with an old belief and wound around worthiness of love, around abandonment and around my expectations on my relationship.
Stepping back away from the ego based thoughts and just witnessing them do their dance of chaos. Today has been breathtaking and filled with personal growth to say the least.
Because that is all that is happening. My thoughts have decided to join a circus and put on a show for me, begging me to take part in the main ring.
Yet, if I do what I know is right and just lean back into my heart, my core ( my genitals as I reefer to them as my GPS a.k.a intuition) I regain my truth. And the truth is that I love this person and I do not need them to love me back. I do not need them to show up in any special fashion. I do not need them to do anything other than be who they are. The person that I fell in love with a few years ago. And what my GPS system is confident of is that no matter where the relationship evolves to, sharing my love and basking in theirs has been a GIFT.
So yes, love hurts on some days. It can give us the greatest of pleasure and the worst of pain. It reveals to us all side of our personality and ego. But if we allow it to truly penetrate us. To truly conquer us what we are gifted is far greater than what anything else will ever provide.
What we are gifted is an expansion in self. A revealing of our truth to our core. To our soul level. And we are gifted a union with the divine.
Here in the space of true unconditional love we meet ourselves and learn that through the presence of love we have everything that we will ever need and we never need look any further than our own back yard.
For all that we crave resides right here within. It is in our acceptance of self that we embrace this world and love deeply those whom we share it with.
The leap of faith. The leap of inspired action. The leap of true love. The leap.
That is what we crave. That is what we want. That is what we fear.
When we leap, we also risk. And there is this feeling that we could die. This feeling of jumping out of a plane, into the unknown, and we question if our shoot will open, or worse yet if we remembered to put our shoot on even.
So we focus on all that could go wrong. We focus on all that is not happening. We look at the evidence, and we get caught up in the strings of what is not even reality.
Talk a big game. Speak of soul alignment. Say that we have prayed about it. Share our faith about our success with everyone we can.
But internally, we are anxious. Nervous. Fearful. And full of doubt.
We can taste the joy of our success. We can feel the excitement of FINALLY having what we want to manifest so bad, but that damn little voice in our head, that voice that wants to sabotage us.
Alright, alright, I hear you. I get it. I am stupid. I am ugly. I am not worthy. I an pathetic. I am a bad person. I don’t know what to do.
And we weep. We shake in fear of all the crap that we feed ourselves. The words. The statements. The imagery.
We are sure to fail.
But NO. We must try. We owe it to ourselves. To our loved ones. We want so badly to prove that we are worthy.
And so we listen to a guru. We sign up for a program. We get serious! We put our head down, and we get to work.
WORK. WORK. WORK.
Yes we must write down our goals. We must focus on our weak muscles and build them stronger by knowing our weakness. And overcoming it. We must get up earlier. Stay up later. Do everything that feels forced, scary, and hard. We must MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!
And so we struggle a bit longer. And we prove to ourselves how undeserving and stupid we are. How success is not meant for us. We look out into the world and we see everyone doing so great, but we fully understand that we don’t have the skills to make it happen.
So we lower our heads. We take our loss. And we put the ball down on what we are so called too. We turn away from our dreams. And we make excuses. Logical excuses.
Yes here is where so many people are RIGHT NOW. As I sit here a third of the way through the first month of the new year, I see so many of you beautiful people struggling.
Companies are laying off. Pink slips are hitting so many people without any fair warning. The government is under challenges. Causing issues with our taxes, causing issues with our mail, with so many things.
We have come through the joy and stress of the holidays, we have hopes and goals for the new year, and we are loosing focus already.
I hear so many speaking about what they cannot have. Settling already for another year of the SAME.
But there is no FAITH in this. There is no GROWTH in this. There is no JOY/HAPPINESS in this. And there is for sure no SOUL in this.
No your soul my love, has all the certainty that you need to make your dreams come true. All you need do is get in alignment to it and STOP focusing on what is not happening.
Don’t turn away from your dreams. Don’t get discouraged about what you want that is not happening.
No instead, FOCUS on what you do have. Focus on the joy, love, good stuff that IS in your world. Even if it is just a small little moment. Lean into it love. Here is the doorway to your greatness.
Calm your mind each day. Make space for SOUL to speak to you. Make time for yourself to connect to God. LISTEN.
Soul alignment ONLY comes from creating a space of stillness and listening.
And therefore God wants to feel our full expression in everything that we do.
You want to give God glory? You want to show your worth? You want to show God how deeply you love him? You want to show your FAITH?
Well the best way to accomplish any and all of these, is to fully turn yourself over to the mystery.
Let GO and LET God.
This is where FAITH is shown. Live unbound and to your fullest, this is where you show God’s glory. Live in complete unconditional love, for self, for life, for everyone, Live authentically, this is where respect and love come from. It is called integrity my sweet. Live prosperous, Be wealthy. Be sexual. Be orgasmic. Fall in love. Laugh. Play. Allow abundance and blessing to wash all over you.
Because God is counting on you. God wants to FEEL all of these mysteries. But he needs YOU to open up and let HIS GREATNESS move through you.
You are not doing anyone any favors by playing small. Seriously, how is always accepting less, always saying no to your heart and soul, always turning away from yourself, serving YOU OR GOD?
It’s not. Let imagine if Jesus turned away from himself. Turned away from God.
Lets imagine if Jesus coward in the face of his own greatness, which he KNEW was all God’s.
Lets imagine Jesus being small.
LOL… That’s just silliness, right?
He took on the weight of everything. And he did it in JOY. He did it by revealing unconditional love. He walked in FAITH. And he let his fathers GLORY be witnessed by all. He did this by letting his light SHINE. He did it by letting God work through him.
Because even the son of God, had to open himself to the mysteries of God.
Had to open himself to the POWER of God. And what was the message he left us with my love?
“I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” – John 14:6
The message is clear no matter your faith.
If nothing else, Jesus was a man of leadership and deep understanding of the ways of God.
He was on the mission to reveal the truth. And he stood in the power that he had been given. He let his light shine. And he has made it into our history and spiritual beliefs for over 2000 years because of his teachings.
So why not LISTEN?
Why not stand in your own RIGHT. In your own POWER. And Let God move through you. Let his glory be seen, by living your life UNBOUND.
No FEAR. No DOUBT. Only CERTAINTY.
Because God is counting on YOU my love. God wants to experience this thing called LIFE, but he does not want to just get through it….
Hell NO! He want’s to THRIVE in ABUNDANCE. He wants the JOY, The PROSPERITY, The LOVE, The ORGASM.
So stop effing around already. Stop living in shame and misery.
You have all that you need on your side love.
Just LET GO. Leap.
Leap into the arms of the greatest lover of all. Leap and let God catch you.
He wants to feel your rapture.
As always, Stop Existing & Start Living “Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
Stop fooling around and take the leap that you know that you need.
Stop with all your excuses. There are 51 weeks left in 2019, how many more will you let pass with the acceptance of lat years attitudes for this years life?
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Here is the question that my mentor asked me recently.
At first when I heard it I wanted to jump to the answer. I wanted to confidently state all my dreams and goals as though they were already. But as I sat with this question, truly sat with it and allowed it to settle into every cell of my being I could feel great emotion bubbling up with it.
I could feel myself not simply wanting to state with confidence my dreams and goals, No, I wanted far more than this.
I wanted to truly feel myself expand. And I was already being gifted this beautiful idea of expansion in being asked,
Who will you be in 2019?
And here is what I came up with.
I will be a woman on fire, on fire for her life. I will be a mother, present, in love and compassion, showing my children how to live fully, and how to fly. I will be a lover, learning what I truly want for this next season of my intimacy. Committing to my true heart and core. I will be a thought leader, helping those who feel aligned to me to expand who they are and tap into the f-ck yes life they deserve. I will be the soul crusader that I have always known that I am. Never allowing for settling, willing to rock the boat, to stand in the face of that which is uncomfortable and THRIVE. I will be a content creation magician, open to my aligned intuitive desires and letting them unfold in ease. I will be SOUL ALIGNED, I will be ONLY a F-ck YES to myself, at all cost. I will live from a place of ease, grace, gratitude and joy. I will be vulnerable, open and turned on. I will be SOULFUL. I will be magnetic. I will be AUTHENTIC. I will be deliberate.
I will be a mother f-cking bad a*s!!!!! I will be a Rock Star in my business and in my life!
The truth is love, my goal is to make 2019 a year that I am so effing proud of that I cannot help but brag about.
And what is wrong with that?
I know that some people cringe at the words, brag and proud or pride.
I know that it may sound cocky to say that this is my desire, to be a F-ck YES! only to myself.
I know that to some, who I aim to be for 2019 is not desirable, and the thing is that I don’t really effing care.
And neither should you love. because who you are. Who you want to be. Who your soul is screaming at you to get into alignment to becoming, is most likely not going to please the majority of people.
And the sooner that you get right with this fact. The sooner you realize that when you firmly, confidently and unapologetically step into your true self, that the majority of the world will not approve.
And the reason, although it does not ultimately matter, I will share with you for clarity and understanding.
The reason so many will hate on you. The reason so many will mock and point, will show their cruelness and even shun you. Is because your light will be so F-CKING BRIGHT that it will reveal to them all that they are hiding from and do not have the courage to become.
Yes my love, the more you SHINE, the more the haters will make themselves known. The more the darkness will try and take you down.
The average and ordinary, never like the ones who CHOOSE to LIVE UNBOUND. The ones who choose to be free, to be turned on, prosperous, and in SOUL ALIGNMENT.
SO know this my love, know that as you answer this question for yourself, that the only right answer, is the one that makes you squirm, makes your feel as though you are hanging on the edge of cliff and taking in all the beauty. It is the one that makes you shudder, not from fear but from the thrill, the thrill that you are FINALLY being a F-ck YES! to yourself.
Ignore all those naysayers. Ignore all their threats. Ignore all that they may throw at you, and walk forward into this year. This year of your GREATNESS. This year where you make yourself proud.
Let your LIGHT be seen brightly. Let your SMILE beam in joy. Let your LAUGHTER shake fear into their walls of misery, as you BRAG in GRATITUDE of this F-ck YES! Year.
As Always, Stop Existing & Start Living “Coaching for Grown A*s Believers!”
Stop fooling around and take the leap that you know that you need.
Stop with all your excuses. There are 51 weeks left in 2019, how many more will you let pass with the acceptance of lat years attitudes for this years life?
Let’s get you kick started with Boss Life-500 Take advantage of this signature VIP 1:1 Coaching opportunity NOW!