YOU LOVE HER POWER BUT YOU FEAR IT AS WELL.
The wild woman.
Her beauty and mystery,
something that you desire to taste more of.
The way she moves,
the curl of her lips as she speaks.
You watch her every move wanting more.
She is free and open,
she laughs and plays as though she has an innocent heart,
but the fire in her eyes reveals a woman who knows herself,
a woman who was born to lead and command great army’s if need be.
You feel her power by just standing in her presence.
You feel her hunger when you come near.
She is wild and crazy,
she is untamable and unfiltered,
She is coy, collected and breathless.
And you want her.
You want to experience her touch,
her kiss, the smell of her soft skin.
You want to hold her gently as well passionately.
She tests your manliness,
she toys with your thoughts and energy.
She is deliberate.
And you know this.
But you want more.
Believing that you can hold her.
Believing that you can carry her.
Believing that you want nothing more than her radiant light to expand through all the heavens,
you cannot imagine a world without her beaming beauty and strength,
and yet you fear it.
Deep inside your being there is terror.
It is unsettling and true.
You do not feel worthy of her,
you question if you are strong enough.
She rattles your inner most cages and shakes you to your soul,
can you conquer this greatness of the wild woman,
and do you even truly want to?
Will she let you penetrate her soul?
Or will you just be among the many who have tried and only fell by entering her body?
You want to be the one.
You desire her so.
You want to be the one that takes her breath away,
the way she does yours.
And so you try….
you stand firm in her fires,
you open yourself to utter destruction.
You know that you love her,
and feel confident if just for this moment in time that you can hold strong and breathe her in and hold her.
But the wilderness of the wild woman’s soul is not to be captured nor contained by any.
She was born free and free she must remain.
She is a goddess,
she is a witch,
she is a siren,
and a Queen.
She knows her power and will allow for it only to be pushed down for so long,
and then you will feel her rise once again and claim her rightful throne,
and under her foot will fall many.
All those who wanted to own her,
to conquer and control.
These are the boys who thought they were men.
These are the men who thought they were kings.
But they shunned her light as they spoke sweet words of love.
They harnessed her joy as they held her tight in their insecurities.
They jailed her passion, her sensualness and power with their jealousy and fear.
And she allowed them.
She let them rule her for a time,
in hope that she could be happy.
Here in the misery of her weakened state,
She is a wild woman.
And in her beauty you will be lost,
you will desire and crave,
you will want for her light to never dim,
but will you be like all the rest who have fallen?
Claiming her as your own.
Trapping her power.
Wanting it all for yourself.
As if it were something that you could take or understand.
Far from average she is.
She was never meant to be tamed.
There is no domesticating a wild woman,
you would be wiser to destroy the most beautiful of stain glass windows, then to try.
If you love her let her remain free.
Watch her dance for you as she will.
She will make you laugh and feel full in her intoxicating ways.
Let her move you as only the wild can.
But never, never hold on too tight.
Or know that her light may be put out with your hand.
Delicate and strong,
the wilderness will always call her.
She is a wild woman,
and you are but a man.
To all my beautiful wild women out there.
You know who you are. 🙂
My sisters you are deserving of kings,
enjoy all the men that you want,
but never settle for a throne that is not yours.
Hold your power and joy before you.
Feel into your hearts and pussies for answers,
ignore the trumpting judgments of those who do not see your truth and radiance,
they are blinded by the shadows of their own fear.
You are a wild woman and always will remain.
Open yourself to the universe,
open yourself once again to the gift of receiving.
It is here in your womb that you know your truth.
Listen with your heart of the wild.
Now run forward my fellow Queen.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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I HAVE DECIDED THAT MY NEW PROFESSION IS TO BE AN ENERGY DOMINATRIX.
I mean I know that it is fun,
because many of my “work” days….
if you can call them that…
they are more play days because energy is fucking fun,
are just about that.
Dominating people’s energy.
Manipulating it you could say,
and then teasing it,
playing with the quantum field that is all around all of us and that we are manifest from.
Energy is playful.
Energy does not react well to being forced into some tight container where it cannot flow.
Sure when you constrict energy you certainly create a surge,
but that surge often does not come out the way that we desire it too,
and it is most often not playful.
Let alone sexy.
We humans have been taught to hold our shit together at all cost.
To not feel because it will make us vulnerable.
To not reveal our emotions because we will not be taken seriously.
We have been taught, brainwashed into believing that we are to constrict our energy.
We have been told that this is the proper, safe and mature thing to do.
When in truth what this containment of our energy does is the direct opposite to the desired reaction.
IT CREATES ENERGETIC IMMATURITY.
We never learn how to manage our energy.
How to hold it.
How to feel it.
How to direct and guide it.
Leaving us feeling scared of who we are and our power.
Making us separate from our truth and feel lost, abandoned in life.
And all because we never were trained on the importance and power of our energy.
Let alone the simple fact that we are all energy beings.
Science today is finally catching up to ancient spirituality.
And it is proving that thought creates emotion,
it is proving that our consciousness directs events and actual energy flow.
We can heal ourselves and the world with our consciousness or we can destroy it.
Our desire to control the situation,
to control others and the end results,
our desire to have a timeline and know what to expect,
our desire to have problems and make logical sense out of everything,
is evidence of how disconnected we humans are still from our souls.
And thus from our truth.
And our truth is that we are fucking powerful.
The same consciousness that created universes moves through each of us and is wanting to expand.
Expansion of energy is not about forcing God into a human sized box of control.
Harnessing your energy has nothing to do with squishing it into some perfect package that society has told you it needs to be in nor avoiding your feelings and emotions,
avoiding your beautiful heart center.
Expansion and harnessing energy means to tap into your heart,
to feel your desires fully, accept where your life and vibration is at, look at what you need to do to bring your vibration into a matching frequency with what you desire,
and LET THE FUCK GO!
Play with your life.
Play with your power.
Let play and fun rule your world,
meaning ENJOY LIFE.
This is how you manipulate energy and design the life of your dreams.
You want that lover in your bed.
The money in your bank.
The freedom in your time.
Well the only way to get it is to learn how to enjoy the life that you are living today and to play with your day, your energy, and lean into letting go of your need to control everything and get it all right.
You will never be done.
Do you get that?
You are never going to be done until you are six feet under.
Then, then you will be released from this physical bondage where you are learning how powerful you are.
Once released from that bondage, you KNOW how powerful you are.
But this life that you are so terrified of living,
so scraed of fucking up in,
this life needs you to love it and enjoy it so that it can provide you with tons of opportunities to love it and enjoy it.
Otherwise you will exist all your days here on earth living with the energetic immaturity that keeps landing you into pain and suffering, loss and abandonment, fear and lack of worth, as well as not knowing how to deal with self and emotions.
You see when I say that my new professional title should be energy dominatrix,
What I am saying is that I help my beautiful fellow souls access their power through them learning how to surrender and trust me to guide the energy that they have held constricted and been fearful of feeling for years into a state of full being processing.
Where they get an opportunity to witness themselves in a fresh light,
Yes they move from the armoured up, tense, stressed and anxious soul who is hiding from their greatness into an individual who knows who the fuck they are and is in love with themselves, their lives, their past and sees the path before them because they finally get that they are the architecht who is designing it.
They learn to surrender to themselves.
Surrender to their truth.
Surrender to enjoyment.
and they smile more.
they laugh more.
they sex whole heartedly more.
they penetrate the world with who they really are and the world receives them fully and grants them that turned on, ignited fuck yes life where all those who are still blind to thier power and caught up in their egos and thoughts stand back and say,
“They are so lucky.”
But it is not luck.
It is creation.
And they learn how to do it by letting go of all that shit that they have been holding on to and that has been weighing them down.
They let it go on my integration table.
They let it go in our walks together.
They let it go in our conversations.
They let it go in our deep soulful eye gazing sessions.
They let it go in our holding sessions.
They let it go with tears and laughter,
by being vulnerable and letting me see them.
They let it go and they end up feeling full on who they are.
This is where we all are to be my love.
This is the truth.
And in reality,
you don’t need me for any of this.
All you need is to love yourself enough to commit to letting all that shit go once and for all and dare to step out and trust that life has your back.
Dare to believe that you are the architect of your life.
Dare to love yourself in full abandon.
Because baby you are worthy of it all.
And YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN GIFT IT TO YOURSELF.
Now for anyone else out there,
who would like a little assistance,
well I am hear to smack you, kick your ass,
snuggle you as you blow snot in my hair,
watch tears fall from your beautiful eyes,
and build you up in love.
That just requires you being sick and tired of messing around and feeling the way that you do.
It’s time to level up your life and say FUCK YES TO YOU!
And let YOU BE SEEN.
I see YOU.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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LIVING FOR SELF.
One of the hardest lessons I keep learning in this lifetime is just this.
The constant reminder that we are truly not here for anyone’s else’s happiness but our own.
Its a difficult lesson,
Because we are trained from our birth forward that putting others feelings, well being and happiness “should” always come before our own.
However the reality is not so.
You will never find happiness or fulfillment in putting yourself on the back burner of your own life.
We are all here for the same reason,
To expand and thrive.
Through our wanting for more in our life experiences we expand the universe.
It is through our conscious creation and desire that life manifests and we create everything that is, that was and ever will be.
We grow this desire and our wanting by experience of all that we do not want for,
Such as lack in any subject area that we want abundance in.
But for us to have the life that we are desiring we MUST become the person who can take hold of it. Meaning WE have to grow ourselves.
We have to become our truest self and get into alignment with out desires.
As vibrational beings this means that we HAVE TOO PUT OUR HAPPINESS FIRST.
No more playing around and taking responsibility for everyone else’s joy while we sit in toxity of giving our last drop of us to this other who at the end of the day cannot even fully gain happiness through our exhaustion.
Sure we can offset anothers sadness or life issues to a degree,
But cannot eternally fix anyone else’s shit.
We cannot actually make anyone else happy for the long haul.
Just like gratitude, love and the feeling of abundance is an inside job. All we can do is assist someone feeling those things in the short term, but if they do not find it within and know thier own worthiness then at the slighted retraction of our energy,
They will fall the fuck apart.
This is how you know that someone has become dependent on your energy.
Not realizing it often when we are in this state of dependence we are actually being what is known as an energy vampire,
One you must feed on the kindness,
The love, the empathy, and even the sadness or anger of another to keep themselves stable in life.
Those who are not acting from thier authentic selves, who are out of alignment with God thus thier own soul and who do not know themselves, love themselves, often are guilty consciously and subconsciously of doing this.
And they can make those around them feel guilty for thier life misery. They will play and toil with others emotions, acting the victim and helpless lost soul just to get thier feeding.
But this is where we all must realize that NONE OF US are here to save anyone else.
And we cannot even help them save themselves if we do not care for self first.
Its just like the speech we have all heard on the airplane at take off about the oxygen masks.
“Put it on yourself first before helping anyone else, including your child.”
This is because you are of zero help if you can’t breathe, if you are passed out or worse dead.
And the same applies to our day to day life and relationships.
You are of zero use if you exhaust yourself to the point of fatigue, disease and illness, depression all under the belief structure that you need to put every other asshole on this planet in front of self.
You MUST LIVE FOR SELF.
You must get selfish and love yourself enough to say no to everyone,
Especially when they are playing on your emotions and hoping you will feed them.
They need to learn how to love themselves enough to align the fuck up to source and not need your beautiful ass anymore.
They need to take fucking responsibility for thier own lives and energy.
For thier emotions.
And stop handing over the reigns to each and every Joe that passes by.
And you my dear,
You need to just do the same.
Its time to take back your power.
Take back your life.
Take back your energy and LOVE YOU.
Because baby you are so worthy of being in alignment and feeling fucking awesome.
You are worthy of living the life that you desire.
You are worthy of happiness, love and abundance.
Well being and satisfaction of who you are.
But you will never get any of this as long as you keep sacrificing your energy for all the vampires that you love.
Stop enabling them,
And start being you.
With all my love on this transitional day.
Stop Existing & Start Living
Coaching for Grown A*s Believers
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LOST IN EMOTION.
sweat rolling between.
Gasping for air.
deep within, my cervix shakes,
my pelvic floor quivers,
my chest cracks,
my g-spot ignites,
and I sigh.
It’s been hours of rolling in these sheets.
My muscles are like jello from all the orgasms,
the energy spasms and the release.
My legs are shaking and I feel like laughing and crying all at the same time.
It is hard to focus my vision,
the ceiling light is spinning as I lay there,
breathing in the intoxicating vibrations of this moment.
I AM DRUNK.
I am vulnerable.
I am raw.
I am open.
I feel so very alive and yet transcended into nothing.
Tears are streaming from my face.
My lover kisses and bites my neck,
grabs my hair at the base of my scalp and pulls me down onto him,
not just entering me but penetrating me.
Penetrating me to the core of my being,
as though he is witnessing my soul from within my very body.
My body quivers and shakes,
I have lost all reason,
I am without care,
here in this space of true bliss,
here in this place that has not been visited to these levels of depth for sometime,
I CAN SURRENDER.
Letting go of the fear,
the worry and the thought.
Letting go of my conditions,
of terms and agreements,
letting go of the physical and just floating in the abyss of nothing yet everything,
and discovering myself yet again.
Here I am .
Here he is.
And together we get lost.
We expand and we explore.
From this land anything is possible.
All can be desired and achieved.
This is the land of alchemy,
the place of magick.
Calling down the blessings from source,
realizing them into here and now.
As I open fully to the deep rowling thunders of each orgasmic wave,
my spirit aligns and I allow.
I allow all to manifest that I have craved for,
and I open my life to receiving it.
My body is awakened,
ignited and ready.
With each sip of air I call out to the universe my desires,
as my lover tousles me around,
pressing firmly inside of me,
pumping my g-spot in rhythmic cycles of ecstasy,
the juices roll from my lips and I pull his hand in further and further.
Fully engulfed inside my cavern,
his subtle moves of hand carry me deeper and deeper,
the pressure is building,
my body becomes tense.
And I see it.
I SEE IT ALL.
I feel the filling of my cup,
as it overflows with abundance,
with love and health,
as my life is changed,
altered for the better.
The shaking of my flesh subsides,
my breath deepens,
my muscles relax.
And I feel him again,
Intensifying my energy,
and I melt.
Dancing with my soul in this expression of truth.
Feeling an ignited calm,
a peace and hunger.
I know that this moment….
Like so many from my past is transformational.
And I am ready.
Let me surrender into you and become nothing and everything.
Yes this is the power of our orgasm.
This is the importance of our sex.
This has been hidden from you for centuries,
known by few.
And it is truth.
It is my truth as it is yours as well,
you can channel your energy and focus it on your desired life.
Manifestation at its finest.
First you must learn its secrets.
Do you dare?
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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THE ABSENCE OF WHO I AM, REALLY SUCKS! 🤯🤯🤯
Hating on self?
Or maybe you say that you don’t hate yourself.
You don’t dislike yourself even,
you are just frustrated.
Down on self because you are not feeling great in your skin.
And I get it.
I truly do.
We all go through these times.
And hey here is a little secret for you….🤫
I am currently in one of those moments in life where I am a bit down on myself. I am not in this moment in love with my body.
I am not in love with how I am feeling in my own skin,
and I am having issues looking myself in the mirror.
and even feeling sexy.
I sorta feel a bit grossed out by myself.
The way I got here is not really important.
And that is a tough concept to get through our human minds,
because we want to have our reasons, we want to analyze and figure out the reason behind the problem.
But that will never get the solving that we desire of the problem.
Because we are stating that we have a problem to begin with instead of just letting go of all this self-judgement and turning back to our truth.
Now it is important to be aware of habit changes,
of sabotaging thing that we have introduced into our lives,
into our thoughts and emotions,
that may be contributing to the support of this self-disgust.
The reality is that you can say that you love yourself all damn day long but if you are not loving your body enough to get it moving and consuming healthy foods, staying hydrated and getting enough sleep,
plus if you are choosing to stay in toxic relationship that are not feeding your heart and soul,
and you are not leaning into YOU…
then you simply are lieing your f-cking ass off to yourself about loving yourself.
You have to fall in love with yourself.
You have to own up to your power and stop making yourself so damn small.
Stop fearing the impressive, expansive person that YOU ARE.
And that my love is why you are so full of this yuckiness to yourself.
👉The reason that you don’t like yourself is because you’re not up to speed with yourself. 🛸🤯💃
You got that love?
YOU WERE BORN TO BE MARVELOUS.
You were created powerful, worthy and came into this world knowing such,
but it got stolen from you by the “good” lessons that your parents and the adults in your life taught you,
what society and school/church showed you,
and you started to believe that you were not powerful, worthy and abundant.
You started to believe that your light was dim.
and this means that you let go of being marvelous.
And that my dear was YOU.
So now the absence of you, really sucks!
It really does not have you feeling your best.
You are struggling to look into the mirror or make eye contact.
You are feeling frumpy and negative,
hating on your fleshy suit and hating on who you have allowed yourself to become.
When the answer to your problem…
if you want to call it that…
cause us humans love to solve problems, right?
Is that the reason that you are not liking yourself,
let alone in love with yourself ( an me too here),
is because you’re not ALLOWING yourself to be yourself.
You have cast your truth out.
And you sit back in your disgust over who you are right now,
and you maintain powerful focus on what needs to change, needs fixed, where you f-cked it all up at.
The worst thing that you can do though is just this.
Holding yourself in focus and finding a critical thought about you.
Because that action,
that manifestation that you are creating,
TAKES YOU AWAY FROM WHO YOU REALLY ARE.
And you are powerful AF!
You are deserving.
You are beautiful and strong.
You are courageous and loving.
You are intuitive and caring.
You are worthy and abundant.
That is who you are.
That is what you are to be living, RIGHT NOW!
And it is up to only you love to take yourself from this absence of self and get the f-ck lined back up.
Synchronize to your TRUTH.
Here is where you will fall in love with you and become mesmerized by staring into your own eyes,
lost in the sea of you.
You will be captivated at your heart and your beauty and you will not just think that you are worthy,
you will KNOW without a doubt that you are,
because your soul knows.
Your souls never has questioned your worthiness or your power.
That is why you are feeling so bad love,
because you are questioning what your soul deeply is certain of.
And when you come back to YOU and who YOU REALLY ARE,
well that is when whatever the problems you are having with your body and life right now, will just wash away with ease.
Time to start loving on the most important person in your world wouldn’t you say?
And STOP trying to be all this or that for everyone else that is not you.
With all my love, beautiful.
Remember Who You Are.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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