The room was full of energy, much of which was unconditional love. As I found myself sitting on the massage table, wrapped in a white sheet, candle light flickering on my flesh and two extraordinary gentlemen honoring me with their beautiful energy and love, I also felt my own energy stirring deep inside of my being. The ego causing me internal confusion with nervousness and doubt. Anxiety over my human fleshiness being seen. Not just seen, a classroom for my sweet client. All my insecurities and flaws being revealed.
As I sat there though I gazed into Duncan’s eyes, so full and warm. His
energy as always embraced my soul and comforted me. As he began to share the
divine tale of the rose with myself and Sasha, I also took a moment to connect
with Sasha. His eyes as warm and inviting, full of excitement and reverence. I
could feel the depth of his soul; of how he longed for this whole session to be
spiritual and honoring. A gift!
Time passed, my whole body was anointed with warm coconut oil, administered by loving hands in honor, respect, trust and unconditional love. I could not believe how open I was feeling and how cradled in warmth as well. In the distance I could hear Duncan’s voice sharing his knowledge with Sasha. Trying to keep my focus internal and just remain in this open current, I would refocus back on my breath and on the soft music. Allowing myself only to feel relaxation. As I did this, the energy stirred in my lower chakras. I could feel vibrations erupting in my legs, my hips, abdominal area. My breasts tingled. My throat longed to stretch. My back arch. My hands reached out. I could feel both gentlemen massaging me with their hands. The warmth of their energy expanding my own, allowing me to make safe transit to a higher realm. Lost in a sea of bliss, I could faintly hear Duncan’s voice next to my ear. “Ride the way Kendal.”
This is exactly what I was feeling. Riding a wave.
This whole session was a moment I am ever so grateful to have shared with Sasha and Duncan. In this state of bliss many lessons were learned, spiritual connections made and a new found openness and awakening to life affirmed. Thank you both for providing a healing expereince for my soul and sharing it with me.
I hope that all who read Sasha’s post below will be touched as I was and in some way find away to explore their lives and the path’s they are on with such loving courage as this man has.
“Special Moments with Kendal and Duncan” —by Sasha Martinez
My Tantra journey began almost a year ago with a visit to Kendal for a private
session. It was my introduction to the world of Tantra. Of course, I had done a bit of research, and had an idea of what to expect from the session. Yes, I expected to have a ‘holistic’ experience where the muscles in my body, and my spiritual energies would come together to create a blissful nirvana.
I had no ideas what that meant until that first session with Kendal. I scheduled
an appointment for one of Kendal’s transformation sessions. I really wanted to experience what Tantra was all about, and little did I know that I was in for a surprise! I left her office that day after experiencing – for the first time in my life – a feeling of being so relaxed and so satisfied while at the same feeling a sense of liveliness and being full of energy. It was nothing close to what I had envisioned. This was a feeling that just cannot be described; one has to experience it in order to understand it.
Having undergone that Tantric experience during which I was the receiver, I
thought I’d try to experience Tantra from the other side – from the position of
giving pleasure, so I scheduled a yoni worship session with Kendal and Duncan
With Duncan as my guide, we began with the customary Tantric principles of respect and devotion to our divine Goddess. We knelt before her, and asked her permission to worship her. Duncan then presented our Goddess with flowers, and together, they anointed the petals – one by one – with lightly warmed oil. As Kendal was rubbing oil on each petal, Duncan was explaining that flowers are symbolic of the yoni – it is the source or origin of life. Just like the yoni, the flower brings forth life. It must be cherished and protected. The yoni is often compared to a (lotus) flower – remaining pristine and believed to forever remain pure. Preserving the flower by rubbing oil on the petals will also preserve that moment, so that our Goddess may later look at the flower and be able to remember what she was feeling at that particular moment.
As our Goddess lay on the table, we began a gentle massage of her back, paying special attention to the various chakras. We slowly continued massaging her entire body from her neck down to the tips of her toes. After working her entire body twice, and ensuring that our Goddess was comfortable and relaxed, we began a yoni massage – very gently at first, but increasing the pressure and intensity in response to her reactions.
As we moved our hands- wet with warm oil, across every inch of her body, I was watching Kendal’s response. I observed as she rode each orgasmic wave; small at first, then becoming more and more intense until she finally succumbed into a restful state of bliss as if every ounce of energy was flushed from her body. Quietly, we watched Kendal entering her state of bliss, and it became clear to me that I had just experienced what I believe was a complete transformation.
As she was riding those full-bodied orgasmic waves, I was sharing those
moments right there with her. It was as though the energy from her was
flowing through her body and into mine, and I felt each and every orgasm right
there with her.
This was truly one of those special moments in my life, and it is one that I will forever cherish. I am deeply indebted to Duncan for his guidance and teachings as I explored this new facet of the joys of life. I am also eternally grateful to Kendal for sharing so much with me.
“Thoughts from Duncan Knight on Tantra”
Tantra is not a philosophy, religion, discipline or technique. It is more of a “way”. Perhaps a spiritual path that is embraced, cultivated via manifestation of life-force/sexual energy/Kundalini as a way of connecting with the Divinity within ourselves and others. Truly the exercise of naming what Tantra “ is” is an exercise moving away from whatever Tantra “is”; something indescribable. The Tantric path often leads to the awakeningor recognition of the Divine with us. Many of the Tantric rituals and practices are to experience the Divinity within us and others. Worshiping, in the case of Tantric Massage is the anointment of our Divine Being within our bodies. The result; is often an awakening or a touch of the Divine or what some describe as orgasm or bliss. It is so much more than that; it is a pure, ultimate, perfect place where we all come from and recognize.
During Tantric Rituals the connection with another soul is essential; as loving the Divine in another guides and awakens the Divine within us. The Tantric movements during a Tantric Massage are guided by spiritual instinct. The flow of energy between two souls are matched into a rhythm of a spiritual love making dance. Both spirits are open, active and alive without boundary or reservation; exposing themselves freely in every way.